UAsiya McClain Chapman.(Ifoto: Twitter)
Njengobungqina obunokubakho buka-Adnan Syed, u-Asia McClain (ngoku otshatileyo kwaye obizwa ngokuba ngu-Asia McClain Chapman) ubengumdlali ophambili kwixesha lokuqala elidumileyo Uthotho ipodcast. Nabani na olandelweyo uyazi ukuba ukholelwa ngokuqinileyo ukuba wabona uAdnan kwithala leencwadi emva kwemini intombazana yakhe yangaphambili u-Hae Min Lee yabulawa kwaye wayibhalela entolongweni, khange axhumane nelinye igqwetha kwaye ekugqibeleni wangqina kwangoko kulo nyaka. Kodwa kuninzi ngakumbi afuna ukwazi. Ukuxelela elakhe icala kunye nokuphelisa iingcinga zelenqe ezenziwa kwi-Intanethi, i-Asiya yabhala incwadi Ukuvuma kwe Uthotho UAlibi , ngokusemthethweni iyafumaneka namhlanje.
Senze udliwanondlebe neAsia ukufumana incwadi yakhe entsha, kodwa ngaphambi kokuncokola, sayinika ukuba ifundwe. Uninzi lwencwadi lubalisa ngento Uthotho abaphulaphuli sele besazi ngokwembono yakhe, kodwa kuninzi kakhulu ulwazi olutsha ngokunjalo. Nazi izicatshulwa ezichaza ezinye zezityhilelo ezimangalisayo ezivela encwadini.
Uguqukele kwiindlela ezingezizo ezokukhumbula
‘Kutshanje ndiye ndaqala ukucebisa ngokwasemoyeni ndinethemba lokufumana iinkumbulo zokwenyani. Yinkqubo ecothayo kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba ekuhambeni kwexesha ndiza kuphinda ndibuyise into. Ndisandul 'ukuzivulela kumbono wehipnotherapy.'
Akambonanga u-Adnan ukusukela kwithala leencwadi kwaye akanamnqweno wokuphinda athethe
'Khange ndimbone u-Adnan (ngaphandle kwetyala emva kokugwetywa ngo-2016) ukusukela ngala mhla wempazamo kwithala leencwadi. Ngaphandle kokuthetha naye ngokufutshane xa kuphelile, andinamnqweno wokuphinda ndithethe naye. Andinamnqweno wokuba ngumhlobo wakhe kwaye andifuni kunxibelelana. '
Waziva ehlambalaza uAdnan akazange ambhalele ejele
'Ndiyakhumbula ndiziva ndinyelisiwe ukuba u-Adnan akazange andibhalele ndisejele kuba ndandive amarhe okuba abanye abantu bafumene iileta.'
Kude kube kulandelwe uSiriyeli, ebengazi ukuba udliwanondlebe nge-podcast
'Xa ndijonga emva, andizisoli ngokuthetha noSarah Koenig kwaphela, nangona kunjalo ndinqwenela ukuba mhlawumbi bendithathe usuku okanye iintsuku ezimbini ukuze ndenze uphando ngemibutho yakhe. Mhlawumbi emva koko, bendiya kuqonda ukuba bendisebenza nodliwanondlebe kunye nentatheli ye-podcast kwaye eyona audiyo yodliwanondlebe lwethu iya kudlalwa kwihlabathi liphela. Ngelo xesha ndandingazi nokuba yintoni ipodcast. Ukuba bendazile ukuba yintoni, olo lwazi ngokuqinisekileyo lwalunokuba nempembelelo kwisigqibo sam kwaye ndizimisele ukuba leliphi igunya endikhethe ukuthatha inxaxheba kulo. '
Ekuqaleni, waziva engcatshiwe nguSara
'Xa i-SERIAL yaphuma kwaba ngathi umntu ulahle ibhombu ethangeni lam ... Njengoko ndandiqala ukudlala kwaye ndiqala ukumamela umsindo wam kunye noxinzelelo lwaqala ukukhula. Ngexesha lokugqibezela isiqendu sokuqala bendihambahamba endlini ndibanokuqina okupheleleyo. Angayenza njani lento kum, bendimthembile?! Ndicinge. Hayi njakazi ndini! ’
'Emva kokumamela yonke ipodcast, masithi andonwabanga kakhulu ngoSarah. Kulungile, kraca oko. Ndandiqaqambile . Ndandinomsindo malunga nokubekwa komxholo kunye neziqhulo ngendleko zam. Ndandinomsindo ngokuthandwa kwayo kwaye ndatyhola konke kuSara Koenig. Ndityhola uSara ngokungasebenzisi imigaqo yam kwi-podcast . Ndamsola ngokundenza i-lynchpin ebalini. Ndamngxolisa ngokundenza ndangathi ndingumntu ombi, umguvela. Ndide ndimngxolise ngokwenza umyeni wam isandi njengesigebenga esikhulu (amazwi akhe, hayi awam). Owu, ndiyivumele ukuba ilunge! '
Kwaye usenamathambo ambalwa anokuwakhetha
'Ndiza kuvuma, kukho ezinye izikhalazo ezimbalwa endandinazo malunga ne-SERIAL podcast. Eyokuqala kukuba umgca wexesha lokufunyanwa kobungqina bukaSarah kudityanisiwe. Umzekelo, kwipodcast uSarah wenza ngathi ubekhona uDerrick noJerrod phambi kokuba bathethe nam. '
'Elinye ithambo endimele ndilikhethe neqela le-SERIAL ngokubhekisele kwesinye isigqibo sokuhlela. Zitshisa nyani ii-biscuits zam ukuba ziyilungise ngokupheleleyo incoko kaSarah noJerrod. Kudliwanondlebe lwe-podcast babamba uJerrod esenza ihlaya elihlekisayo ngokubhekisele kwigama lam. Sonke siyayazi ihlaya. Yiyo apho uJerrod athi: Andinalwazi. Asiya McClain? Ngaba loo mntu okanye incwadi? Ngoku ndiqinisekisile ukusuka kuSarah ukuba uJerrod ebendazi ukuba ndingubani, kodwa iqela lokuhlela lathanda ihlaya kakhulu kangangokuba bagqiba kwelokuba bahambe nalo. '
Ukholelwa ukuba inokuba wasibona isiporho sika-Hae
‘KwakungoJanuwari 13, iminyaka elishumi elinesithandathu yokunyamalala kuka-Hae Min Lee. Ndikhumbula ndiziva ndibuhlungu ndaze ndaqaphela indlela endandiqhele ukuhlekisa ngayo ndakuba ndigqibezele i-afidavithi yam kwangalo mini .. Kungekudala emva kokuba ndilele ngokwam, ndeva ikhava yam yedayvet isiya isiya kwicala lasekunene lomzimba wam. Ngelo xesha, ndacinga ukuba umyeni wam sele eyokulala kwaye waphinda weba izembozo (njengoko esenza rhoqo). Ngalo naliphi na ilungelo, andikhange ndiyihlawule ngengqondo eninzi. Ndathi chu ndakuva ukuba ubushushu butshintsha kwigumbi lam lokulala. Ukudityaniswa kokungabinayo indawo yokulala kum, utshintsho lobushushu lwalubonakala kancinci ngokwaneleyo ukuba lundivuse kancinci ebuthongweni. Ndivukile ngesiqingatha, ndalala apho ndaye ndazi ngakumbi ngobukho bomzimba wam. Ndizive ndilele ngomqolo kwaye ndiziva ndisindwa ngumthwalo. Ndaye ndaqonda ukuba ndiyabona macala onke kwigumbi lam lokulala kwaye ke ngoko ndicinga ukuba andisalali. Ndijonge phezulu ndisiya egumbini lokulala nefeni yam ndaza ndabona umbono onga ingathi wenza iinwele zam ukuba zijike zibe mhlophe. Apho, ukudada phakathi emaphakadeni, malunga neenyawo ezine ngokuthe ngqo kum, yayingu-Hae Min Lee. Ndandisoyika ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo ndazama nangakumbi ukuhambisa umzimba wam kodwa andakwazi. Ndabanda ngumkhenkce endaweni. Njengoko ndandiva ukubetha kwentliziyo yam esifubeni kunye nokuphefumla kwam kufutshane, kwacaca gca kum ukuba bendinokuhlaselwa kukothuka ngokupheleleyo. Andikwazi kwenza enye into, ndijonge lo mbonakalo, ndijonge kwaye ndisoyika. Ndithe xa ndimjonga ndaqala ukuqaphela ukuba ujonge kanye njengokuba ndandimkhumbula kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo kwaye wayedada ngendlela engaqhelekanga… Ndathi ndisaqhubeka nokumjonga, wolula isandla sakhe kum. Ngenxa yokuba ndandithintelwe kwaye ndizele luloyiko, asikwazanga ukubamba. Ndabona uhlobo losizi ngaye, ngokungathi akaphumlanga. Ngalo mzuzu ndive ukuba uzama ukuthetha nam, kodwa akwabikho lizwi liphuma emlonyeni wakhe. Kwakungathi uzama ukundixelela into, kodwa akakwazanga. Andazi ukuba ndiyazi njani le nto, kodwa kwavakala ngathi uzama ukundixelela ukuba ngubani ombulele… Kude kube namhla, andiqinisekanga ukuba bendiphupha okanye hayi. Kude kube namhla andinako ukushukumisa imvakalelo yokuba inokuba ndibone isipoki sam sokuqala nokuphela komoya. '
Kwindibano yesigwebo emva kokuvalelwa, waqhekeza estandi
‘Njengokuba bendiqala ukukhala ndiwakrwitshi amagama, Nanini na xa umntu edlula, uzama ukukhumbula ukuba wagqibela nini ukubona okanye ukuthetha naloo mntu. Xa safumanisa ukuba u-Hae uswelekile, ndazama kodwa andikhumbuli ukuba ndagqibela nini ukumbona, kodwa ndaye ndakhumbula ukuthetha noAdnan ngaye ngoJanuwari 13 kwithala leencwadi. Ngaloo mazwi, iinyembezi zafika kwaye ndaqala ukukhala. Nje ukuba iinyembezi zehle, ubuso bam baqala ukungalawuleki. Ukucinga ngokwenzeka ku-Hae kuyo yonke loo minyaka idlulileyo kundenza buhlungu kakhulu. Yongeza kwiihomoni zokukhulelwa kwaye kwathatha umzuzwana ukuba ndiyeke iinyembezi zam. '
Emva koko, wafunda ingcinga yamanyathelo ethala leencwadi anokumhlisa iinyembezi u-Adnan
'Njengokuba sasiqhubekeka, ndamcacisela imeko ekhokelele ekubeni ndibandakanyeke kwincoko yemizuzu elishumi elinesihlanu- ukuya kumashumi amabini noSyd kunye nento endiyithathileyo kwelo thuba lokudibana. Ndixelelwe kamva ukuba ukukhankanywa nje kolu nxibelelwano kwamenza walila uAdnan. '
Uye wafumanisa ukuba umntwana wakhe unokuba nesifo esingaphantsi kweyure emva kokungqina
‘Mna noPhillip sisahleli edolophini i-Starbucks xa ndafumana umyalezo ovela kwi-OBGYN yam. Ndibanike umnxeba wokuva ezona ndaba zoyikisayo zokukhulelwa endakha ndazifumana: kuvavanyo ebendinalo kwiveki ephelileyo lubuyile lubonisa ukuba umntwana usesichengeni sokuba ne-Down syndrome. '
