UJacqueline Toboni njengoFinley ILizwi L: Isizukulwana Q 'Isiphelo sokuqala sexesha lokuqala, Ukuphelelwa ngumgwebo.UJessica Brooks / IXESHA LOKUBONISA Mhlawumbi uyazi uFinley. Ukuthumelela imiyalezo ukuba unemizuzu eyi-10 xa engashiyanga ibhedi. Uza endlwini yakho ngqo ukusuka kubusuku nge-blazer edumbileyo enebali elothusayo, uya kukhwaza ngaphezulu kwegxalaba lakhe kwizigwebo ezinesiqingatha ngelixa ugrumba kwifriji yakho. Ukhaba umlenze wakhe kowakho kwaye abuze ukuba angaboleka na iimpahla zokutshintsha, uya kubuya nazo, kwaye akazukuvuma, kwaye ayizukubaluleka ngoba nguFinley kwaye mhlawumbi uzokwakhela ibhentshi okanye enye into. kwiinyanga ezintandathu ukuyenza ifike kuwe.
Kwaye nathi esingazange sazi u-Finley siye samazi ngokusondeleyo kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo sibukele umlingiswa kaSarah Finley, odlalwa nguJacqueline Toboni, kwi ILizwi L: Isizukulwana Q , Ukuqaliswa kwakhona kweesepha zesini se-opera ILizwi. Uthotho lwantlandlolo lwafumana fanbase ezinikeleyo ngaphandle kokuphamba okuninzi ekuboniseni indawo yabasetyhini abathandanayo nabasetyhini: Abalinganiswa bayo ubukhulu becala babedada bejikeleza iLos Angeles bekwimhlophe engacacanga nobutyebi; yayizobela ubuhlanga obumnyama abasetyhini ; ubungqingili babusoloko buthathwa njengempazamo yoyilo; kwaye ayonelanga kunokwenzeka zibhalwe malunga ne-transphobia yomboniso. Ngeli xesha, Isizukulwana Q ibonakaliswe ngu umzamo obonakalayo nobonakalayo Ukulungisa ikhosi ngokuchanekileyo ngelixa ubuyisa abanye oonobumba bokubonisa, ukuze ubonise uluntu lwasebukhweni ngendlela enokwenyani- kunye nesamente enobuntu bayo njengabantu abanemibala okanye abantu abadlulayo abayinxalenye yebali elinzima kunokuba ibali liphela ngokwayo.
Ngena kuFinley: i-tomboy butch ethambileyo, eyophula intliziyo, isiphithiphithi. Ukuphindaphinda kwakhe inkulumbuso yomboniso, Ukuzenzekelayo umhleli oyintloko uRiese Bernard ubhale , Ndiziva ngathi ndiyazi iiFinleys ezininzi, uyazi? Njengalo mhlobo ufuna nje okona kulungileyo kuwe kwaye onwabile ngakumbi ngobomi bakho kunokuba uya kuba njalo ngelixa ugcina kuphela isoyikisi sodwa. Bakhe badlula kuyo - kodwa ngekhe wazi, ujonge olo ncumo. Olo luncumo ekugqibeleni lwaphuka, nangona kunjalo, kwisiphelo sangeCawa, iLapse in Judgment, njengeyona mizamo kaFinley yokwenza amadada ukuzazi nokuzazi kakuhle kwahlakazeka, ebeka umgca kumxholo wakhe ngokungafaniyo nayo nayiphi na enye into kwifilimu yomabonakude nakumabonwakude ngoku.
UFinley, owafika eLos Angeles emva kokugxothwa kwikhaya losapho lwamaKatolika, akafanelanga naziphi na iingxelo ezilula: Usela kakhulu, kodwa ayingomntu othe iziyobisi zakhe zavavanywa kakuhle ngumboniso (othi, umbhali Britni de la Cretaz yalatha Bhokhwe , kubonakala ngathi ndiphoswe lithuba ); Uhlukanisiwe nosapho, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha uthetha notata wakhe; U-gorgeous androgynous kumdlalo owaziwa kakhulu ngokuba ngumdlali weqonga wabasetyhini; nayiphi na kwezi inokuba ziimpawu ezichaza abalinganiswa, kodwa endaweni yoko, umbono ongabonakaliyo weentloni kunye noloyiko zisentliziyweni yebali lakhe.
Ukuziphepha ngokwakho kukucacisa umgangatho kaFinley. Ngawuphi na umzuzu, konke kuhleli ebusweni bakhe: akakwazi ukuhlala azole, akanakuba yedwa, akanakuchaza indlela aziva ngayo nangawuphi na umzuzu. Isiqendu sesi-5 sisizisele ukungqubana phakathi kwakhe noRebecca (Olivia Thirlby), umphathiswa onqumamisa ukuthandana kwabo ngokufumanisa ukuba uFinley wenzakele kakhulu ukujongana kwaye kuncinci kakhulu ukuba abonisane naye.
Ndixelele nje ukuba ndenze ntoni, ucela uFinley, ejonge kwaye asilele ukufumana ulwimi lokujongana nentlungu yakhe. Isiseko sebali likaFinley kukungabikho kokuziqonda-ibali elimsondeza kumnombo omde wamakhosikazi azimeleyo azabalaza ukuzichaza nokuzuza ukubonakala, nkqu nakuthi, kwihlabathi elingazange lisinike ulwimi ukwenza njalo.
Ukufumana amabali ezizukulwane zangaphambili zabafazi abangafuniyo kufuna ukubulawa ngesandla; yimbali ephawulwe ngokuthula okude, okuphakathi, kwaye ukuphanda kukucacisa yonke into irekhodi elishiya ingathethwanga. Ukucaciswa, iiakhawunti ezingathandabuzekiyo zesini kunye nomnqweno wokuthandana phakathi kwabafazi kuqhelekile ukuba kungathandeki (apho, U-Anne Lister ), Kwaye abo basindayo kwimbali babedla ngokucinezelwa baze babhalwe amagama amabi ngamaziko abathandana nabantu abathandana besisini esinye okanye izalamane zabo, bezinyangwa ngokungaqhelekanga, okanye zibhalwe njengokutenxa okungekho mthethweni.
Ngaphandle kwala mabali, ookumkanikazi kudala ekhangela ulwimi ekwabelwana ngalo kunye nokuqonda-ukukhangela, kwiscreen, kujongeka njengokujonga kukaCarol okuhlawulisiweyo noTherese ngaphakathi UCarol , U-Anne Lister we Umnumzana uJack Ukumisa inkqubela phambili ku-heiress u-Ann Walker (phakathi kweengxoxo ezininzi, ngokwenene, kwezopolitiko zorhwebo lwelahle lwenkulungwane ye-19), u-Abbi Jacobson ISixeko esibanzi ukusebenzisa isikweko ukuba achaze umtsalane wakhe omtsha kumfazi, kunye noDenise omncinci on INkosi yaNgabikho Ukuqhekeka komhlaba kwesiqendu Sombulelo esicela umhlobo wakhe ukuba ambize ngeLebhanon endaweni yokuba athandane nabanye-eli gama alivakali lilungile.
Kodwa olo phendlo kananjalo, ngamanye amaxesha, lubonakala ngathi alunamagama, ukungabikho kwentetho, ikhefu eliza ngaphambi kokuvuma ukuba ufuna ukuzazi okanye wazi omnye umntu. UAndrea Long Chu Ubhale kwi2018 malunga nomnye wemizekelo eyandisiweyo yokuthula cwaka kumabonwakude, ngqo ngocoselelo Buffy iVampire Slayer isiqendu esinesihloko esithi Hush: Akuyongozi ukuba obunye bobudlelwane bokuqala bokuthandana kwabantu abathandanayo kwimbali kamabonwakude kwaqala kwisiqendu apho kungekho mntu wakwaziyo ukuthetha.
Imithombo yeendaba yeQueer, ngelishwa, igcwele amabali malunga neziphumo zoxinzelelo. Umlingiswa kaFinley uhlaziyo oluphawulekayo kule ngxelo kunye nokongeza ubunzima. Embindini we-queer-as-can-be, i-Los Angeles yanamhlanje, ijikelezwe ziindlalifa ezishiywe zizukulwana zobutshantliziyo, iimpembelelo zengcinezelo zinwenwela ngaphakathi kwaye zizithule-ayingombambano olula ukuboniswa kumabonwakude.
Ekugqibeleni, eLapse in Judgment, sabona intetho kaFinley. Ukujongana nomhlobo wakhe osenyongweni uSophie Suarez, odlalwa nguRosanny Zayas, malunga nomtsalane okhulayo phakathi kwabo, uyahamba andazi ukuba ndiziva njani ukuchaza indlela atyhala ngayo iimvakalelo: Yile nto yenziwa ngumntu wonke. Yindlela ophila ngayo emhlabeni. Ekupheleni kwesiqendu, nasemva kovuyo, imeko yesini ethembekileyo phakathi kwabo ephantse yandibulala kunye nomntu wonke endandibukele kunye naye, kukho into evulekileyo. Andizithandi ngoku, njengaye konke, uyavuma kuRebecca phakathi kwetyala lakhe, ecela, okokugqibela, uncedo.
Ngomdlalo uvuselelwe ixesha lesibini, siya kuba nethuba lokubona (ngethemba lokuba kungekudala!) Apho ngamnye wabalinganiswa aya khona ngokulandelayo. Asikayazi ukuba uFinley ukulungele ukuzazi. Kodwa ndiza kuba lapha, ndibukele, xa esenza njalo.
