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Ukwenza ubomi bubaluleke.

-Nkqonkqoza, Knock [1.13]

Umbono wawumfutshane kwaye ulula: uthotho lubekwe kwikhaya lokungcwaba eliqhutywa lusapho.

Ngefashoni yemibongo, phantse zonke iziqendu ze-HBO's Iinyawo ezintandathu Ngaphantsi kuqala ngokuphela kobomi bomntu othile. Yenziwe ngu-Alan Ball, umboniso wagxila kusapho lakwaFisher, usapho olucinezelweyo ngokwasemphefumlweni kwaye olungasebenzi kakuhle ebomini babo obabujikeleze usizi kunye nesibindi seshishini lomngcwabo. Kwimizuzu emihlanu yokuqala yomboniso, sinokusweleka kwethu okokuqala, kwaye kubalulekile: UNathaniel Fisher, Sr. (odlalwa nguRichard Jenkins), usapho oluphambili losapho lakwaFisher, ubulawa xa ibhasi ingena kwimoto yabangcwabi.

Ngaphandle kwendlela ebenokubonakala ngayo, nangona kunjalo, oku yayingengomboniso wokufa. Endaweni yoko wabuza lo mbuzo, Siba buhlungu njani size siqhubeke siphila xa sijamelene nokufa? Kwenzeka ntoni xa usapho olujikelezwe yilahleko lunyanzelwa ukuba luzibonele ngokwalo?

Kulabo babukele kwaye bawuthanda umboniso, yayiyindlela ekhethekileyo yonyango, evumela abaphulaphuli ukuba bajongane nokungonwabi kwaye yintoni eyona nto iphazamisayo ekufeni.

Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi ibisemoyeni kangangesizini ezintlanu, kwaye kwiminyaka eli-10 eyadlulayo namhlanje, yasasaza isiqendu sayo sokugqibela. Ihlala ithathwa njengenye yezona zigqibeleleyo ezigqibeleleyo ngalo lonke ixesha, ifumana amagama atyunjiweyo ama-Emmy amahlanu kubandakanya ukuBhala ngokuBalaseleyo kwiDrama Series kunye nokuKhokela ngokuBalaseleyo kuDweliso loMdlalo weDrama. Zama ukucacisa ungcelele lwesiqendu kuye nawuphina umntu kwaye uphela usonakalisa ngokonwaba:

Wonke umntu uyafa ekugqibeleni.

UYILO

Sasinendawo entle ye-TV yobudala obuvelayo, uMichael C. Hall, owayedlala inxeba eliqinileyo kwaye evaliweyo uDavid Fisher, wandixelela kudliwanondlebe ngomnxeba. Kwiminyaka nje embalwa ngaphambi kowe-1997, i-HBO yenze umdlalo wokuqala wokudlala ngokulandelelana ngeyure enye Oz Kwaye kwaqala umkhwa omtsha. Kungekudala ukulandela inethiwekhi Isini kunye neSixeko , ISopranos kwaye Thintela umdla wakho , kwaye ngokulandelayo emgceni? Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi .

Kwacaca ngokukhawuleza ukuba umboniso wawukhuthaza ukwenza into entsha nenomdla. Ndicinga ukuba ukusuka kuvavanyo phambili ukuya kudubula umqhubi wenqwelomoya, bekukho nje uluvo ngokwahlukeneyo kwaye ngokudibeneyo xa sonke sihlanganisene ukwenza ukuba kufuneke sinyuke ukuze silunge ngenxa yokuba ibisisityebi.

Ukulandela zombini iAward Award yakhe Ubuhle baseMelika i-screenplay kunye ne-sitcom engaphumelelanga kwi-ABC ebizwa Oo, Khula , Ibhola yathatha inqaku kwisigqeba se-HBO uCarolyn Strauss malunga noluhlu olwaluza kwenzeka kwikhaya elinomngcwabo wosapho. Amava kaBhola ngelishwa anokuthi asebenze njengokhuthazo kumbono obanzi: udadewabo wayebulewe kwingozi yemoto apho wayengumgibeli owayesaphila xa wayeneminyaka eli-13 ubudala. Kwiminyaka emibini emva koko, waphulukana namanye amalungu osapho amane, kubandakanya noyise. Imemori eyahlukileyo yokuba umama wakhe waxutywa wahanjiswa emva kwekhethini xa eqala ukukhala emngcwabeni kadade wabo isenokuvakala iqhelekile kuye nabani na obonileyo Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi ’Umqhubi wenqwelo-moya. Oko kuthintela usizi kunye nokungcwatywa kweemvakalelo kwakuyinto ekhethekileyo yosapho lwaseFisher.

Impendulo kuyilo lokuqala lweBhola? Inqaku elinye: siyabathanda abalinganiswa. Siyalithanda ibali, kodwa yonke le nto iziva ikhuselekile kancinane, Ngaba ingafakwa ngaphezulu?

Abalinganiswa abakhulu, ibali elibalaseleyo kunye nokuqhekeka kancinci ngoku kubalulekile ikhadi lokubiza. Kodwa ngokuthetha nabadlali, kukho into ebonakalayo ngokukhawuleza okukhulu: ukwamkelwa kwindalo iphela ukuba iskripthi seBhola sasingaqhelekanga.

Ndasifunda iskripthi kwaye ndandifana, 'Ndimele ndibekhona kule nto,' kwaye ndicinga ukuba zonke iiarhente zam zazifana, Sifanele sikwenze oku, utshilo uLauren Ambrose, owayedlala uClaire Fisher. Ndicinga nje ukuba yinxalenye ebhaliweyo enomdla kakhulu kumfazi omncinci. Ndiziva ndihlekisa kwaye ndiyinyani kodwa kulo lonke ilizwi lika-Alan Ball kunye nehlabathi.

Ngaphakathi kwamaphepha amahlanu okanye amathandathu kwakucacile ukuba kulungile njengayo nantoni na endakha ndayifunda kwiscreen esincinci, isikrini esikhulu okanye inqanaba lomsebenzi wokuqala, uHolo ukhumbula. Ke ndiyotywe yiyo kwaye ngokwenene, ndibeke okuninzi ekulungiseleleni uphicotho.

YeHolo, obenempumelelo enkulu kwiscreen nge Ukuxhamla Ukulandela Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi , yayiyindima yakhe yokuqala kumabonwakude, evela ngqo kwinqanaba laseNew York edlala iEmcee kwi Cabaret , Indima ekude kude kube lixesha lokuqala uDavid Fisher njengoko unokufumana.

Ndicinga ukuba icandelo lokuba nembono yendlela yokungena kuDavid yaziswa yinto yokuba bendidlala i-Emcee. Ndaziphosa zonke ezi minyango zivulekile ndadlala le pansexual, into embi, umgibeli wepati kwaye ndazivalela zonke ezo minyango zivaliwe kuDavid kanye apho - inkcazo yengcinezelo.

UFrances Conroy, owayedlala i-matriarchal Ruth Fisher, naye wayenenkwenkwezi kwi-Broadway ngexesha lomdlalo Ride Phantsi Mt. UMorgan . Kuye, indima kaRute yayingalindelekanga; UConroy uneminyaka eli-12 kuphela ubudala kunoKrause, owayedlala unyana wakhe omdala, kwaye inkxalabo malunga nobudala bakhe yamshiya okwethutyana malunga nokuphicothwa kwasekuqaleni.

Umenzeli wam wandixelela ngomboniso kwaye wandinika iskripthi, kwaye ndafunda kwaye ndacinga, Ewe, ndimncinci kakhulu. Bafuna ndize ngantoni? Iarhente yam yathi, 'Kuya kufuneka uye kuvavanywa.' Ndithe, Kulungile, kodwa ndicinga ukuba ndimncinci kakhulu.Ukulungisa okulula, ibhanisi eqinileyo kunye neempahla ezilula, ziya kufuneka zenze iqhinga, nangona- Waye waxelelwa ukuba uyifumene le ndima ngelixa wayekulo moya ukubuya kuvavanyo lwenethiwekhi.

Owona mceli mngeni, nangona kunjalo, weza ekuphoseni uNate Fisher, intaka yasimahla yentsapho yakwaFisher eyayizakubuyela kusapho lwayo ngeeholide kodwa yagqibela ngokuhlala ikunceda ukuqhuba iiFisher & Sons emva kokubhubha kukaNathaniel, uSr. Peter Krause, wayenenkwenkwezi kuAaron Sorkin Ubusuku beMidlalo , wayenomdla kakhulu ekudlaleni indawo kaDavid ngenxa yezopolitiko nezentlalo zomlinganiswa. URachel Griffiths wayeze evela e-Australia (egqibelele ngendlela egqibeleleyo yaseMelika) ukuza kuvavanywa kwinxalenye kaBrenda Chenowith, intombi eyayikrelekrele kakhulu kwaye inengqondo ngokwentombazana yaseNate. Xa uKrause noGriffiths befunda kunye, uBall wayenaye uNate noBrenda.

Abalingisi bokuqala badutyulwa kunye noFreddy Rodríguez njengoFederico Rico Diaz, igcisa lokubuyisela kwimeko yesiqhelo kunye no-Nathaniel's protégé, uJeremy Sisto njengoBilly Chenowith, umzalwana kaBrenda odandathekileyo kunye no-Matthew St Patrick njengo Keith Charles, ka David owayenomsindo isoka. Ukuphoswa ngobuchule ukusuka phezulu kuye ezantsi, Iinyawo ezintandathu Ngaphantsi ephepheni wayenokubakho okuhle. Kwisikrini, nangona kunjalo, kwakungekho kuthandabuza.

Ukuhlala phantsi ubukele - kuba, ewe, awuziboni iindawo okuzo - uzizisile nje ngokwasemoyeni nangokubonakalayo, wakhumbula uConroy. Kwakunomdla nje ukuhlala apho kwaye ndicinga, 'Huh, nali eli bali liqala kwaye ndiyinxalenye yalo.

Sonke besisazi ukuba yinto ekhethekileyo kodwa indlela eya kwamkelwa ngayo besingazi, utshilo uJenkins. Ndiyathetha, ukuba ngekhe wazi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni, kodwa ibikho (ehleka) . Kwakunzima njengoko sonke sasicinga ukuba kuya kuba njalo.

Inethiwekhi ibiziva ifana. Kwisithuba seveki yesiqendu sokuqala sisasazwa, i-HBO ivuselele umboniso wexesha lesibini.

USAPHO

Akufanele kumangaliswe yimidlalo eyenziwa yikhemistri kwiscreen njengamandla ashukumayo. Kwiminyaka elishumi kamva, i-cast iseseyintsapho kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ikhathaza intliziyo. UConroy uchazwa yiHolo njenge-unicorn yomlingo kunye no-Ambrose njengokuba enejelo ngqo kuThixo. Yena, yena, uyagubungela ngobubele bukaJenkins, uJenkins malunga neetalente zakhe wonke umntu, kwaye wonke umntu malunga nokubhalwa kweBhola.

Kwaye oludibaniso-italente, ukubhala, uthando omnye komnye, kunye nezinye iindlela ezinokubakho emazulwini-yile nto yenziweyo Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi ziyachuma, kakhulu kangangokuba ukukhetha ibali elibalaseleyo okanye intsebenzo kunokwenziwa ngokupheleleyo ngokungacwangciswanga ngenxa yamandla omboniso ngokudibeneyo nakwiindawo zawo.

Into eyayihlaziya, nangona kunjalo, yayintsonkothile kunye nezihlwele zomntu ngamnye. Akukho mvakalelo yokunyaniseka okunyanzelekileyo kunye nenkxaso, akukho mlinganiswa uyazi ukuba kufanele ukuba uhlale uxhasa iingcambu. Ubaxhasa, kodwa uyabacaphukisa ngenxa yeenkani zabo okanye ngenxa yeempazamo zabo ezibukhali kunye nokukhetha okungathandekiyo, kwaye okuninzi kokuzalwa kulapho usapho lukhona ekuqaleni kothotho.

Iqala emaphethelweni eweni, utshilo uHolo, okanye mhlawumbi bonke batyibilikile ngaphaya komphetho wengxondorha kwaye sibajongile bonke bayawa.

Indaleko kunye notshintsho lomlinganiswa ngamnye kwi Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi yintoni eyenze ukuba uhambo lube mnandi kangaka. Babengafikeleli kwaye ngamanye amaxesha bengonwabanga ngabantu, bezama ukuqonda indlela yokwenza into elungileyo ngobomi babo, okanye ubuncinci indlela yokuphila.

Unokudideka ekuqaleni kwizinto ezininzi, uConroy watsho ngoRuth, umlinganiswa osoloko ephikisana nokukhula abe ngumgcini kodwa aphulukane nothando aludingayo. Unomntu ebomini bakho omkhathaleleyo kwaye wonke umntu uqala ukukhula kwaye awuqondani ngamanye amaxesha, kwaye kunzima ukujongana nako. Njengoko ixesha lihamba, ufumana izinto azithandayo, ukufumana izinto azithandayo kuye kunye nokufumana iindlela zokuthanda abo bamngqongileyo ngendlela eyahlukileyo.

Ndifumene le midlalo apho wakwaziyo ukukhulula ukudlala okumangalisayo kuba wayengekho kwi-straightjacket. Rhoqo wayehlala kuhlobo oluthile lwengqondo okanye imeko yeemvakalelo, nokuba kungenxa yabantwana bakhe okanye into eyayiqhubeka eyayinzima kuye. Ndiyithandile loo nto kuba amaxhala akhe aphelile okomzuzwana, kwaye kwakumnandi ukumvumela ukuba abhabhe, abhabhe ahambe abone ukuba uzokuhlala phi.

Kodwa bahlala bekhunjuzwa ngempembelelo ehlala ihleli ngokubonakala okuphindaphindiweyo kukaNathaniel, hayi njengesiporho esihlasela usapho lwakhe ngaphesheya kwengcwaba kodwa njengentsomi yazo zonke iingqondo zabo, ubukho babo njengoko bubonwa ngulowo kuthethwa naye, kuba Kungcono okanye kubi - kuyahlekisa, kubukhali, ngamanye amaxesha kubenzima kwaye kuyathuthuzela.

Andizange ndazi nyani ukuba ngubani ngoba nabani na owayecinga ngaye, yayingumfanekiso wabo endandimdlala, uJenkins ubonakalisile. Banokwenza nantoni na abayifunayo kulo mfo; kwakungekho mithetho. Benza njalo. Ndicinga ukuba bamsebenzise kakuhle.

KwiJenkins, kwakubalulekile ukuba uNathaniel aphambuke ekubeni ngumlawuli womngcwabo ofana nqwa nexhalanga elijikeleza isijwili.

Ukuba ngumngcwabi kunye nomngcwabi olungileyo kwakubalulekile kuye - ukuba wayekholelwa ukuba wenza inkonzo yeentsapho kwaye wayengekho nje ukwenza imali.

Wafunda wambumba uNathaniel Ukwenza: Izifundo zoBomi ezivela kuRhwebo oluNgekhoyo , isimemo esivela kumngcwabi okhulele kwishishini, ephila ngaphezu komsebenzi katata wakhe, kunye nendlela eyalela ngayo izigqibo zakhe kubomi bakhe bobuqu nakubomi bosapho njengoko wayelandela loo ndlela inye.

Ndiyazi ukuba u-Alan Ball wathi kum emva komqhubi wenqwelomoya, wathi, Singathanda ukuba ubuye wenze ngaphezulu kuba xa kusweleka utata wakho awuyeki ukucinga ngaye. Leyo yayiyingcinga yakhe. Uhlobo njengoko uthotho luqhubekeka, ubonakala engaphantsi kwaye kancinci njengoko inkumbulo yomntu iphela kwaye uyeka ukucinga ngomzali ongasekhoyo njengoko benza kunyaka wokuqala okanye emibini emva kokuba beswelekile.

Yayingabantwana bakaFisher abenza ukuba umboniso ucofe, nangona kunjalo: UClaire ekhangela injongo, uDavid esokola nokuzamkela, kwaye uNate eza nokufa kwakhe.

Ndiziva ndikhusele umlinganiswa kwaye, ngathi, ndikhuphe izinto kunye nababhali kwaye bendisoloko ndifuna ukukhetha iipropu ngononophelo kwaye ndingenise izinto ekhaya kwaye ndifumane izinto okanye iingoma endinokufuna ukuba iphulo lokuba kwisandi izigcawu zam kunye nezinto, utshilo u-Ambrose. Yayiyinkanuko yolutsha kaClaire eyayiyibhebhethekisa (ehleka) .

Ngokusisiseko ilifa likaDavid Fisher kukuba uthathwa njengomnye wabokuqala - ukuba ayingowokuqala - umntu ongathandani nobungqingili okhokelela kumabonwakude. Uvele ngexesha lemiboniso efana neQueer njengeNtsomi kunye neThanda kunye noGrace apho uninzi lweempawu ze-LGBTQ zazingumlinganiso okanye zisekwe ngokupheleleyo kwiingcinga ezibaxekileyo. UDavid wayeyinto entsha: entsonkothileyo, enovakalelo, esoyika, ezele lityala, kwaye ekugqibeleni enamandla kunokuba wayecinga.

Ngokuqinisekileyo ndayixabisa xa ndadibana noDavid kwisikripthi somqhubi ukuba wayeya kuba yedwa phakathi kwabalinganiswa bakamabonwakude ukuza kuthi ga ngelo xesha - wayengenguye ngesitabane okanye wayengenguye umhlekisi, watsho uHolo. Wayeyinxalenye ebalulekileyo yosapho kunye nomntu ohlukeneyo, kwaye, uyazi, ndaziva ndithwele uxanduva malunga nokuphefumla ubomi bokwenyani ngokuqinisekileyo.

Akukho siqendu kuthotho, nangona kunjalo, esipakisha isibhakela esinzima kumxholo kaDavid kunokuba Yinja yam, ixesha lesine apho uDavid, ekukhuleni kwakhe kwaye efunda ukujongana needemon zakhe, ubanjiwe kwaye ubanjiwe Ukubanjwa, ukumthumela kulungiso, uloyiko kunye noloyiko rhoqo.

Ndicinga ukuba ngelixa iphosa iluphu kwaye ixhatshazelwe yile meko, ndicinga ukuba imshukumisela ekubeni afumanise eyona nto ayilutshaba lwakhe olubi. Eso sisiseko kwaye mhlawumbi inqanaba lokugqibela lokwamkelwa kwakhe kunye nokuthathela ingqalelo. Njengokuba inobunzima njengoko injalo, mhlawumbi iyamnceda ukuba amhambisele kulwazi olusisiseko ebengazukufunwa ukuba lwenziwe ngaphandle kokuba kwenzekile.

Lo mboniso wawungoyiki nto kwaye wavumela abalinganiswa bawo ukuba bahlanganise ubomi kunye nokufa kunye nazo zonke iingxaki zawo ngokupheleleyo. Imixholo yokugula ngengqondo, ubundlobongela basekhaya, ukuba likhoboka lesini, lonke uhlobo lokugula kunye nesifo esinokuthelekelelwa, ukuqhomfa, isini, ubudlelwane phakathi kwabantu bobuhlanga… akunakwenzeka ukuba uthethe ngazo zonke izifundo ngaphandle kweBhola kunye nababhali bakhe.

Mhlawumbi okona kubaluleke kakhulu, umboniso uqhube isifundo ngokwamkela ikamva lethu, njengoko kubonisiwe kukufa okungokweemvakalelo: uNate Fisher's ngexesha le-5 le-Ecotone.

ISIPHELO

Ibhola kunye neqela lakhe lababhali babenombono wokuba uNate uzakufa; ibingumcimbi nje wokuba lixesha lokugqibela kwisizini yokugqibela. Umlingiswa owazisa umboniso kunye kwaye wahlanganisa kwakhona usapho lakwaFisher ngexesha apho lalifuneka kakhulu, uNate waye Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi Itakane ledini, ulingano oluyimfuneko ukuze lube luncedo kuye nabani na osondeleyo kuye ukuba aqale ngokutsha.

Kodwa ukusweleka kukaNate yayingumzekelo wento eyayiyinhle ngoluhlobo: ukwenza abalinganiswa nababukeli ngokufanayo babuze ngezenzo zabo, iimvakalelo zabo kunye neendlela zabo zokujongana nosizi kunye noxinzelelo. Wayengumntwiso womzabalazo wethu wokufa kunye nokungonwabi kwethu ngokufa. Ukuphila kwakhe yayikukuvuma oko kufa, kodwa kuye ukufa yayikukubona ukuba konke oku kuphelile.

Kodwa, ewe, yintoni egqibeleleyo kunokugqibela kothotho apho wonke umntu esifa?

POSTMORTEM

Bendilila nje. Ndacinga, ‘Intle kakhulu le nto. Uphi uAlan wakhupha oku kuye? Uyifumene njani le nto? ’Utshilo uConroy ngexesha lakhe lokuqala lokufunda uthotho lokugqibela. Kwakukuhle nje. Kwaye emva koko, ewe, ngamnye wethu wayenemiboniso yethu esisa esiphelweni.

Umsebenzi wokuphelisa Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi yayintsonkothile kwaye ngokwayo. Umboniso wawufikelela kwisiphelo sendalo kunye nesokungaqhelekanga njengoko ababhali bengaqinisekanga ukuba banento entsha abayithethayo. Ukubukela kwakungekho namandla njengokuba kwakunjalo kumaxesha adlulileyo, ukuntywila kumndilili wababukeli abazizigidi ezi-2.5 kunye nababukeli abayi-1.5 yezigidi kwindawo yayo esezantsi kakhulu. Kodwa ibali lalomelele kwaye ungquzulwano lwalukhokelela kwixesha kwisisombululo esinomdla.

Emsileni wexesha lonyaka, kwakusele imisonto evulekileyo eyaneleyo eludongeni ukuba iindlela zazingenakubalwa. Nje ukuba siyiqonde indlela yokuba [uNate] afe iziqendu ezithathu ukusuka esiphelweni, ngequbuliso konke kwaqala ukuwela endaweni, wakhumbula u-Ball kudliwanondlebe no-2013 Ixhalanga . Ukuhambisa ukusweleka kukaNate iziqendu ezimbalwa endaweni yokuqukumbela uthotho kuyo akuvulelanga kuphela umboniso ukuvumela abalobi abaseleyo ukuba bakhale kwaye bakhule, ikwadala isidingo sokusonga yonke into kwaye bangashiyi mibuzo ingaphendulwanga.

Ngokuqinisekileyo, umboniso ngokufa njengasemva kwaba lula ukuphuma. Omnye wababhali kwiseshoni yamabali wacebisa isiphelo sokugqibela: ukubulala wonke umntu ngokutsiba ngaphambili ngexesha lokubona wonke umntu ngexesha lokufa kwakhe.

Andizange ndidibane nento eyayimangalisa kwaye icacile ngaxeshanye, utshilo uHolo. Ukwaneliseka ngaloo ndlela.

Ibhola ibhale Ukulinda komntu wonke efihliwe kwiLake Arrowhead, kwaye into ebangele ukuba ibe yenye yezona ziphelo zikhunjulwayo kunye ne-cathartic kwimbali kamabonakude, zirhangqwe ngemizuzu esixhenxe yobomi kunye nokusweleka kwabalinganiswa abaphambili.

Ngexesha lokuqhubeka kwesiqendu, ibali ngalinye lomlinganiswa ngamnye lipholisiwe kwaye lisonjululwe kangangoko kunokwenzeka. Ngethuba lokuqala kumdlalo wonke, isiqephu saqala hayi ngokufa kodwa ngobomi: ukuzalwa kukaNate nentombi kaBrenda uWilla. UDavid ulwa ebuya emfanekisweni ofihliweyo wento ayithathayo ngumphangi wakhe kodwa ufumanisa ukuba inene ngokwakhe kwaye lolona tshaba lwakhe lubi. Wamkela bobabini ubomi kunye nokufa kugcwele kwaye uhambisa uKeith kunye noonyana babo ababini kwikhaya lakwaFisher, bethenga uRico noBrenda kunye nokuqhubeka neshishini losapho. URuth uthathe isigqibo sokuba ukubonile ngokwaneleyo ukufa kwaye ungena kunye nodadewabo kwaye aqale inkathalo yemini. UBrenda ulwa nemibono emibi ephindaphindayo anayo kaNate kwaye ekugqibeleni ufumana uxolo.

Kwaye uClaire ushiya iNew York ukuze afumane into entsha.

Udibana naye xa sele ekwishumi elivisayo, kwaye loo minyaka mikhulu kakhulu kwaye inenguqu kwaye uba yile nto uyiyo, utshilo u-Ambrose. Une-arc enkulu yendlela atshintsha ngayo, uyazi, kwaye usuka ekubeni ngumntwana okhathalelwe ngabazali bakhe ukushiya ikhaya.

Ukuhamba kukaClaire kunye nokuvalelisa, isamente nayo ithi ndlela-ntle. Ababhali bathi ndlela ntle. Abaphulaphuli bathi ndlela ntle. Ithoni kunye nomxholo ziyinyani ekuvaleliseni njengoko unokufumana. Into yokugqibela ayibonayo kusapho lwakhe ngumbono kaNate ebaleka kwisipili sakhe sangasemva. Yisiqalo esitsha, ukuqhubeka kobomi kunye nenqanaba elininzi lokufa anokukwenza kwaye lihamba nje linethemba elipheleleyo, njengoko u-Ambrose ebeka.

Kwaye nganye nganye, njengoko iSia's Breathe Me iphakama, sifunda isigwebo sabalobi.

Ukuba ndikwiifilimu kwaye iphelela kwinqaku elithile, abantu bathi kum, ‘Kwenzeka ntoni kumlinganiswa emva?’ Ndifana, ‘Andazi, iphelile imovie!’ Wahleka uJenkins. Kodwa awukwazi ukubuza Iinyawo Ezintandathu Ngaphantsi kuba uyayibona into eyenzekayo.

Kuyinyani, bekugqityiwe ngendlela apho ungenakubuza nayiphi na imibuzo. Wonke umntu uyafa-isiphelo. Thelekisa loo nto ISopranos ’Imizuzwana esixhenxe emnyama kwaye nkqu Iphula kakubi Ukungaqondakali okuveliswe ngumlandeli wokuba ingaba uWalter White wasweleka okanye akazange asweleke (yena).

Ibonakalisile uhlobo lwentlonipho ebenalo uAlan kubaphulaphuli, uqhubeke. ’Unathi iminyaka emihlanu - nantsi into eyenzekileyo. Ufanele ukwazi ukuba kwenzeke ntoni kwaba bantu. ’

I-Bittersweet inokuba ligama eliza engqondweni rhoqo kwisiphelo sabaninzi be-cast, abasebenzi kunye nababukeli ngokufanayo. Kwabanye, ayilunganga-ngokugqibeleleyo. Kunzima ukungavumelani. Isiqingatha sento esenza ukuba ukulinda komntu wonke kube mkhulu kangaka yayiyindlela yokwanelisa ngokupheleleyo. Kukangaphi ufumana i-denouement kukungasebenzi kakuhle, ukungoneliseki kunye nokuphazamiseka okuthe kwabetha abalinganiswa? Kwaye kungcono, kaninzi kangakanani umboniso onokuyenza ngelixa uhlanganisa ithoni efanayo kunye nomoya odonse abaphulaphuli kuyo kwasekuqaleni? Ukufa kwabantu kuthotho lokuphela kwemontage njengokuhlanjululwa njengokubulala kwimeko kaKeith kunye nokuthetha ngokoqobo ekufeni kwimeko kaBrenda kudlulile kwinqanaba lokwazi abaphulaphuli bakho. Yayenziwe ngabom kwaye yenziwa ngononophelo- ukusukela ekuvaleni kweevili kwimoto kaClaire ehambelana namavili egurney kulandelelwano lwe-intro ukuya kuthelekiso lukaClaire eqhuba ukuqala ubomi bakhe obutsha kuthotho olwaqala ngokusweleka kukayise kwingozi yemoto- ukuba yayihlangana kancinci njengephazili kwaye ngakumbi njengenoveli.

Inene loo mvakalelo yombhali esiyixelelayo, utshilo u-Ambrose. Kwakunamandla ukukwazi ukuthatha umfanekiso wabo kwaye uthi ndlela-ntle kubo.

Ukusuka kumbono wobuchwephesha, Ukulinda komntu wonke kunobuchule. Ukusuka kumculo okhethwe ziisuphavayiza zomculo uThomas Golubic kunye noGary Calamar kwinyani yokwenziwa kwamalungu afakelwayo kunye nokwenza ukwaluphala -ingoma eyaphumelela isiqendu i-Emmy yoBugcisa boBugcisa obuBalaseleyo beProsthetic Makeup yoThotho, iiNkonzo, iMuvi okanye uKhethekileyo- ayifuni ukumiswa kokungakholelwa kwaye kuvumela ukuntywiliselwa ngokupheleleyo ebalini.

Kodwa eyona nto inomtsalane kukuba, i-montage apho wonke umntu esweleke ekugqibeleni ayimalunga nokufa. Uyabubona ubunzima olu sapho ludlule kubo kangangezihlandlo ezintlanu zexesha kwaye kukho la mathuba abalulekileyo ebomini babo bonke eqengqeleka phambi kwakho: UDavid noKeith bayatshata, uDavid ufundisa unyana wakhe inkqubo yokuqhola, uClaire uyatshata, uWilla njengo Usana olonwabileyo nolusempilweni, uRuth uchitha ixesha kunye noBettina… yeyona nto iyinzuzo ekubona usizi olungaka. Uyabona uClaire ebhedini yakhe eneminyaka eli-102 ubudala ejikelezwe ziifoto zabahlobo bakhe kunye nosapho kwaye uyazi ukuba wayephila ubomi obumnandi.

Lilonke, lo mboniso ubalasele ngokwakhiwa ngokufa ekugqibeleni ungobomi kwaye ngelixa ukufa kungenakuphepheka-uphawu olukhulu lweziphumlisi-uya kubona izinto ezintle oza kuzenza ngaphambi kokuba zenzeke.

Ukuba akukho enye into, sisikhumbuzo sokuphila nje.

Sonke siyasokola ngenxa yokuziva ngathi okanye kukho ibali esizixelela lona elingeyonyani, utshilo uHolo. Umboniso xa uwonke sisimemo nje sokuncama nantoni na onokukunceda.