Uyazi kwaye uyazi.Ifoto: Getty Phantse kwiminyaka elishumi eyadlulayo, uBo Burnham wathumela ividiyo yakhe yokuqala kwi-Intanethi, ecula ngehempe yekhibhodi kwigumbi lakhe lokulala. Iingoma zakhe zoburharha-ngokungathandabuzekiyo ziyathandeka, zihlala zenziwe ngobuso obunomntwana osandul yeqonga: udumo lwe-YouTube.
Ngoku uneminyaka engama-25 ubudala, uBurnham wabonisa abaphulaphuli bakhe kwi-intanethi ukuba benze umsebenzi oqhelekileyo wokuhlekisa: ukutyelela njengokuma, ukubhala incwadi yemibongo, ukwenza intsholongwane Kuza iividiyo, kunye nokwenza kunye neenkwenkwezi kumabonwakude we-MTV ongabukelwanga kakhulu nongabalulekanga kangako UZach Stone uza kuduma . Umsebenzi wakhe wawungumnwe ophakathi ococekileyo kuye nabani na onokugxotha udumo lwe-YouTube njengendawo yokudlala ye-narcissists okanye oosomashishini. Ithuba elinokuba linjalo, kuye kwaba nzima ukubona uBurnham njengayo nayiphi na into ngaphandle kokuba ngumhlekisi onesiphiwo kunye nomculi, kwaye kwenzeka ukuba abe nomsindo omncinci.
Nge-3 kaJuni, uBurnham wakhupha umdlalo wakhe wesithathu, Yonwaba kwiNetflix, apho asebenzise izibane nesandi ukwenza umboniso ongaphantsi kwendlela yokuma kunye nomboniso wendoda enye. Utsiba ujikeleze umboniso, ehlekisa ngemveliso yomculo kunye nabadlali njengoko esenza umdlalo omangalisayo.
Ndicinga ukuba ingxaki kukuba amaxesha ngamaxesha, ekuphela kwabantu abakulungeleyo ukuthetha ngento ethile ngabantu, ukuba bebenokuyithetha, baya kuba ngabahanahanisi.
Ekupheleni kokukhethekileyo, uyabuza, Uyonwabile? kubaphulaphuli. Bendifuna ukuwubuyisela kuye lo mbuzo. Kwizibane ezithile, eli lanky, elinamava, eliqhula elinempumelelo eliqaqambileyo ngamanye amaxesha lijongeka njengomntwana oneminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu kwigumbi lakhe lokulala, bethetha izinto ezingathandekiyo kwaye bevuya. Kodwa kuphela kwizibane ezithile. Elinye ixesha sifumana iqhawe elihlekisayo le-Byronic kunye ne-injini yangaphakathi emqhubela ekubeni ayile ngokokude umntu acinge ukuba angayisombulula ingxaki yamandla.
Ithoni yakhe yokuhlekisa isondela kwiKholeji yoMntu oHlakaniphileyo Olunge kakhulu, kodwa ngokungafaniyo nomntwana okwiklasi yakho yeFilosofi 101 (okanye, ukukhohlela , ukuba mfo kwi-MFA yakho ), UBurnham inokuba ngoyena mntu ukrelekrele egumbini.
U-Burn Burn uvuliwe Yonwaba:
Ndicinga okhethekileyo wokugqibela, owawubizwa Intoni . Kwakunjengokungqubeka entlokweni yam. Yonke ibicacile kwaye ivaliwe, kwaye le yenzelwe ukuba ibe njengaleyo kodwa ngaphakathi ngaphandle: Ngoku ichaziwe kubaphulaphuli. Iphuma ngaphandle. Eyokugqibela yaqala ngelizwi elikhulu lithetha ngam: 'NguBo, kwaye uneminyaka emininzi, kwaye unje,' kwaye le iqala ngo 'Molweni abaphulaphuli,' kwaye ndiphume kwaye konke kubizwa kwaye kuphendulwe nabaphulaphuli. Kuyamangalisa njengesiqwenga sobudlelwane, kodwa malunga nolwalamano olungaqhelekanga kakhulu phakathi komenzi kunye nabaphulaphuli, endicinga ukuba kule mihla luhlobo olungaqondakaliyo nolufikelela kububanzi.
Xa ubizwa ngokuba ngumhanahanisi:
Ndicinga ukuba ndinxiba uhanahaniso kumkhono wam. Andinakuze ndithi andingomhanahanisi ngokupheleleyo. Umboniso wenzelwe ukuba yindoda kunye nokungaqhelekanga, kunye nokuphindaphinda kwayo ngokwakho kuba kukuhanahanisa. Ndicinga ukuba ingxaki kukuba amaxesha ngamaxesha, ekuphela kwabantu abakulungeleyo ukuthetha ngento ethile ngabantu, ukuba bebenokuyithetha, baya kuba ngabahanahanisi. Andiqondi ukuba ndingazazi izinto ezithile ukuba khange ndixhamle kuzo. Ke ndiziva ngathi luhlobo lomsebenzi wam ukukhupha nje ityali phantsi kwento. Ndifuna nje ukwenza umboniso ngeentsimbi kunye neempempe malunga iintsimbi kunye nemilo, ukwenza umboniso malunga nokuba yintoni umboniso.
Ndicinga ukuba abantu abaninzi banemvakalelo yokuba bajongiwe kwaye kufuneka benze ubomi babo ngenxa yabantu kwaye ndicinga ukuba luhlobo nje lokubi kunye nokufa kwayo yonke into.
Ndisoloko ndixakiwe kakhulu malunga nendlela ekuhlekisa ngayo ekuthembekeni, indlela wonke umntu ahlala esithi kum, Ufanele ukuba uthembeke ngakumbi phaya, kodwa ngokunyanisekileyo into endiyivayo yile: oku kuyamangalisa. Yinto yokuqala endiyicingayo leyo. Oko ndime phezulu apha kuyothusa kakhulu. Konke oku kuyothusa kwaye senza ngathi ayisiyonto ingaqhelekanga, ukuzenza ngathi ndingumhlobo wakho osenyongweni, umntu nje opholileyo ethekweni ophakama esenza iziqhulo, iyamangalisa.
Ngale yure ndiziva ngathi ekugqibeleni ndizifumene izicwili endizifunayo. Ithemba lam kukuba ayisiyiyo kuphela ngaphakathi kwi-baseball, kukuqhula nje malunga nomzi-mveliso ngomntu okwimizi-mveliso, kodwa kukuba sithetha nje ngendlela esinxibelelana ngayo sonke, njengabadlali kunye namalungu abaphulaphuli ngendlela exakileyo . Kwaye ndafunda ukuba, ngokwenza nje oko kunye nokubona indlela abantu abasabela ngayo kuyo, abantu abanxulumene nezinto endifana nazo, 'Kutheni uhambelana nale nto?' Ndenze le ngcinga, ingaba le nto izakuphinda ihambisane nomntu Ngubani umntu oyindoda ohlekisayo kwiminyaka yakhe yamashumi amabini ananye? 'Ndicinga ukuba abantu abaninzi banoluvo lokuba bajongiwe kwaye kufuneka babenzele ubomi babo abantu kwaye ndicinga ukuba luhlobo nje lokubi kunye nokufa kwayo yonke into.
Ngodumo:
Kuyinto engaqhelekanga ngokwenene. Ndiziva ndinethamsanqa apho ndingekho odumileyo odumileyo. Andingomntu wonke umntu amaziyo ngaphandle kwesizathu. Ukuba abantu bayazazi ukuba ndingubani, bayandithanda kuba ukuba bebengandithandi, bandilibele.
Akumangalisi ukwenza umboniso ophathelene nokuthoba usaziwayo kunqulwe kwenziwe kwaye emva koko ushiye indawo kwaye [abalandeli bayafana] 'Whoooooooo !!!' Akukho nto malunga nokuqondwa endicinga ukuba ayothusi kwaye ayiqhelekanga, kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo iyamangalisa Ukwaziwa njengalo mntu, eqongeni, obizwa ngokuba NGUWE, oko kuhlekisa ngokwenene kangangeyure kodwa uyazi, ndisebenze iminyaka emibini ukuba ndihlekise kangangeyure. Asinguye lo ndinguye KONKE. Andiyiyo loo mntu. Olu luhlobo olwenziweyo olungaqhelekanga lwam.
Kwimuvi yomculo wayebhala noJudd Apatow :
Yayiyinto endayisayinela xa ndandifana ne-18 kwaye nangona ndandinokubhala umculo, kwaye ndakhawuleza ndaqonda ukuba andikho apho ndinetalente ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndibhale umculo. Ngoku ndiziva ngathi ndingayenza, kunye nomdibanisi womculo, umqambi okanye iokhestra okanye enye into. Yayingamava amnandi ngokwenene, kwafuneka ndifunde ukubhala imovie evela kuJudd, eyayililungelo elikhulu, kodwa ndiyavuya kuba ingakhange ikubone ukukhanya kwemini. Yinto yokuqala endayibhalayo xa ndandineminyaka eyi-18: Imovie enkulu. Ndonwabile ukuba yayingengombono wam wokuqala omkhulu ehlabathini.
Kwinto elandelayo:
Akukho ukwenza kuza, ndiza kuthatha ikhefu kuyo okwethutyana. Kuza kwiminyaka eli-10 okoko ndaqala, kwaye ndiziva ngathi ndifuna ukuphefumla kwaye mhlawumbi ndikhethe kwakhona ubomi bam, kwaye oku [kukhethekileyo] ngokwenene kwakungathi kukuphela kwento. Anditsho ukuphela kokwenza, kodwa kwavakala ngathi ndigqibile ukuthetha izinto ebendizijikeleza okwethutyana kwaye ndizama ukuziqonda.
Ndingathanda ukwenza into engenabuso bubudenge phambi kwayo. Ndiziva ngathi ndiyiphelile into endinokuyenza ngobuso bam. Ndingathanda ukubhala ingoma eculwa ngomnye umntu enokuthi icule kakuhle. Njengokubhala kwam kuncitshiswe ngamandla am okuwenza, ke kuya kuba mnandi ukusebenza nabantu abangenamda. UBradley Cooper.
