Imyuziyam yokuzibulala yentombazana nguHannah BaerCinezela iHesse ndabona UHannah Baer Incwadi, Imyuziyam yokuzibulala yentombazana , okokuqala ngqa ngoJanuwari kwivenkile yeencwadi eLos Angeles ngelixa behamba bengenanjongo ejikeleze uthango bemamele iingoma zothando. Ndazixelela: Hayi okwangoku. Endaweni yokuba ndicinge ukuba inyanga yokuqala yokutshixwa iya kuba lixesha elihle lokuphanda isini sam, funda iFoucault, Umzimba ugcina amanqaku , kunye Imyuziyam yokuzibulala yentombazana . Intombazana yam enkulu yeVirgo ihamba nomhla.
Incwadi kaHannah Baer yandivula amehlo. Incwadi kaBaer yindlela yokucinga yokuba ngumgibe, ubumhlophe, imemes, iklasi, i-ketamine, kunye notshintsho. Kubhaliwe kwi-frenzy yethenda, ukungena kwidayari okusebenza ngokuntsokotha kunye nokuphazamiseka kobufazi obudlulayo.
Njengoko ukutshixa kutshintshile, ndiqhubekile nokucinga ngesini kwiindawo zikawonke-wonke nezabucala. Ndabuyela kwincwadi yakhe amatyeli aliqela unyaka wonke ndibuza imibuzo emininzi efanayo. Kwakuthetha ntoni ukuba ngumgibe esidlangalaleni? Ndifuna ukunxiba ntoni xa ndiphuma kwindlu? Kutheni le nto bendiziva ngathi abantu bajonge kum ngalo lonke ixesha kwaye konke endinokucinga ngako yayisini sam?
Incwadi kaBaer inobuchule obumangalisayo ekujonganeni nemiba eliqela ejongene nesini kunye ne-nuance, i-tenderness, kunye ne-humming drive eya phambili ngenkcubeko ye-intanethi. Ime phakathi kwezinye iimemo ezininzi zamva nje malunga nokuchazwa kwesazisi, ukusuka Unyaka ongenagama ukuya Ixesha liyinto yokuQiniswa kweMzimba ukuya Ndiyoyika Amadoda . Ndifuna ukuthetha noBaer malunga nencwadi, iimpembelelo zayo, kunye nendlela mhlawumbi izinto ezazitshintshe ngayo kuye oko wayibhalayo. Ekuqaleni, u-Baer wasondela ku-Hesse Press malunga nokwenza incwadi yeememes, kodwa bakholelwa ukuba iimemes zaziku-Instagram nakwiifolda zesikrini, ke oko kwacetyiswa endaweni yoko Imyuziyam yokuzibulala yentombazana . Ngenxa yoku, le ncwadi inememes ebhalwe ngenkqubo yokucinga ngasemva kwabo. Sithethile kutsha nje malunga nokucinga iziqwenga xa kuthelekiswa neziqwenga zokuziva, i-ketamine, yintoni 'imyuziyam yokuzibulala' kunye neememes.
Umqapheli: Ngaba ungathetha malunga nesibhengezo sokuzihlangula ekuqaleni kwencwadi?
UHannah Baer: Ndiyathetha ukuba isibhengezo sokuzihlangula siyinto ehlekisayo, akunjalo, kubangela ukuba umphezulu ubonakale usebenzela umfundi into efana nesilumkiso kodwa okwenyani xa thina, singabantu bokuyila, sibeka izinto ezinje ngokuthintela okanye ukwenza izilumkiso okanye iingxelo zokuma, kanye le uyithethayo itywina ngandlela thile kwaye ndicinga ukuba ndiyinto yokoqobo kodwa ndikwasebenzisa isakhelo soko ukuba sibe njalo, ukuba awufuni kudibana nomsebenzi ngumntu omhlophe onelungelo leklasi Ungayeka ukufunda oku. Yeyiphi indlela ngendlela yokuzikhusela. Yindlela yokuba ndifane ungandikhanseli okanye enye into kwaye ndicinga ukuba inxenye yaloo nto yayikukuziva uzikhusele, yayimalunga nendlela ezisesichengeni ngayo incwadi ngelixa zisengama-akhawunti omntu onelungelo elininzi lokubandezeleka. Yintoni eyahlukileyo, ngokusisiseko ndiyakholelwa, kunomntu ongenalo ilungelo elininzi lokubandezeleka… Kwakunyanisekile. Ndicinga ukuba kuhle ukubalula abantu… ndisanqwenela ukuba abantu abanamalungelo okufundela nabanobudlelane nabaqeqeshelwe ukwenza izibhengezo ezizukileyo malunga nezinto bayakuqonda ukuba yinto eyonwabisayo leyo, kukuma okuhle. Kwaye ndicinga ukuba olo tshintsho yayisisizathu esivakalayo sokuba ndihambe ndigqithe kwitonela leemvakalelo zam malunga nokuba umntu unolwalamano lokuba yindoda enezimvo. 
UHana wenza iimemes kwi @malefragility kwi-Instagram@malefragility kwi-Instagram / uHannah Baer
Ivakala ngathi ithenda ngokwenene, njengale nto uyithethayo kwincwadi yeengcinga xa kuthelekiswa neziqwenga zokuziva, incwadi iziva ngathi yinto yokuziva.
Ndihlala kwi-treadmill engapheliyo yokuzama ukunqanda ukuba ngumatshini oshushu oshushu cinga ukuba yinkcitha nje yamandla.
Ngaba ungathetha ngolwalamano lwakho ne ketamine? Okanye ngelixa ubhala incwadi?
Ngokuqinisekileyo iinxalenye zexesha endibhalayo ndicinga ukuba ubudlelwane bam buza kuba okanye buza kudweliswa yingcali yezempilo yengqondo exhomekeke kuyo. Ndicinga ukuba ulwalamano lwam nalo lutshintshile kakhulu njengoko impilo yam yengqondo iye yaphucuka kwaye yafumana i-FFS (utyando lobuso lobufazi) kunye nokufumana umsebenzi we-boob kunye nokuhambahamba emhlabeni ngendlela evakalelwa ngathi ayisiyonto, kumava am , kodwa ngakumbi kumava abantu abandibonayo. Ndicinga ukuba i-ketamine sisiyobisi esikhulu… ayikabonakalisi / sativa okwangoku. Ayikafikeleli kwelo nqanaba lokugcwala kwenkcubeko… Ithetha into endiyithethayo kwincwadi malunga k, yayilichiza elalingavezwanga kancinci. Ndicinga ukuba bendinamava otshintsho ngokwenene xa nditshaya ukhula ngebengaziva njengokuphola ngathi 'Heyi wonk' umntu nantsi imemori yokutshaya ukhula ... '
Ungandixelela 'ngemyuziyam yokuzibulala' kwaye uyibona njani ngoku?
Ndithetha nomntu endandiqhelene naye malunga nokuya kwiimyuziyam kwaye eneneni ndandingathi ndiyakucaphukela ukuya kwiimyuziyam kwaye andikuphosi kwaye yiyo loo nto isikweko… Kuba iimyuziyam ziyingxelo eguqukayo. Umntu ongenamntu. UHannah Arendt uthi le nto uyilo lolwakhiwo lomsebenzi wobugcisa ofana kakhulu nento kwaye umculo mncinci. Kodwa kukho indlela yokwenza imyuziyam njengendlela yokulungelelanisa ulwazi yeyona nto ingabalulekanga.
Inxalenye yento umyuziyam yayisikweko kubantu abaninzi, uninzi lwabantu abadlulayo, ngakumbi abantu ababhinqileyo ababhalileyo bandibhalele malunga noku kwaye bandixelele malunga nale mvakalelo xa utshintsha nje kukugqithisa ngokupheleleyo kukuhamba nokungakwazi ukuyeka ukucinga ngayo okanye ukuthetha ngayo kwaye ungabinako ukunxibelelana nabantu abangakwaziyo ukukubamba kuloo mava kunye nendlela esisifo sengqondo esakhiweyo esivela kwi-transphobia hayi kubantu abadlulayo abaphambeneyo .
Ndiva kule nxalenye yobomi bam ngokungathi ndinolwalamano olulunge ngakumbi kunye nokucinga malunga nokuhamba ngalo lonke ixesha eliyinxalenye enkulu yobomi bam kodwa andiziva ndingcungcuthekiswa yiyo. Andiqondi ukuba yinto jikelele. Ndidibana kwaye ndibazi abantu abali-10, 12, 15 iminyaka emide kutshintsho lwabo kwaye basajolise ikakhulu kwindlela ekubuhlungu ngayo ukuhanjiswa kunye nendlela abahlukunyezwa ngayo ngamava abo. 
UHana wenza iimemes kwi @malefragility kwi-Instagram@malefragility kwi-Instagram / uHannah Baer
Inye into ebendipholile njengomntu ofundela ukuba ngumgqirha uya kuhlela amanqanaba aphezulu malunga neentlobo zeemeko endinokungena kuzo kunye neendidi zeencoko endinokuzenza nabantu ngayo, ngelixa bendikhona imyuziyam okanye ngenene, ngenene ngetoni yentlungu malunga nezinto zesini ngalo lonke ixesha kwakulula kakhulu kum ukuba ndicaphuke okanye ndingayigqibi incoko ukuba umntu othile uthe wathetha into ecekethekisayo… ndiza kuvaleka ngokupheleleyo okanye ndicaphuke. Kwaye kupholile ukuzibukela ndikwazi ukwenza unyango kunye nomzali we-transphobic okhathazekile kukutshintsha komntwana wakhe. Kwaye ayikuko ukuba ayindicaphukisi… kodwa ndiziva ndomelele… ukuzamkela ndisisiphazamiso kwaye ndamkela ukuba andisokuze ndizive ngcono… ukuze ndibe lihule nje elingcolileyo ixesha elide okunene kundincedile ndaba Ndingaseta ialam kwaye ndivuke kwangoko ndenze iimpahla, ndenze zonke ezi zinto zisisiseko zempilo yengqondo.
Zeziphi ezinye zeempembelelo zencwadi- okanye izinto ocinga ukuba incwadi incokola nazo?
Uninzi lwazo yayizincoko nje Ndandihleli nabahlobo bam kwaye yayiyinxalenye yento endandifuna ukuyinika abantu okanye into endandiyiva kumzabalazo wam wangaphakathi: ingaba kuvumelekile ukuba ubhale incwadi yendalo, leliphi ibinzana eliyoyikisayo, okanye i-autotheory, nayo imbi ibinzana- okanye kuyandihlazisa ukuchaza umsebenzi wam ngaloo ndlela yile nto ndiyithethayo xa ndithetha kakubi… Ndaziva ndililolo kwaye ndifuna ukwenza into eza kubamba amandla ezinye zeencoko endandizenza nabanye babahlobo bam, into yokuba omnye umntu owayelilolo ngenene akwazi ukugcina amanye amandla… Ndithetha ukuba ndifunde ngoku ngakumbi kunangaphambili. Ngokwengxenye ngenxa yokuba nobomi apho abantu banxibelelana nam njengomntu obhala esidlangalaleni. UKoreshi nomnye umhlobo kwaye saqala a cinezela kulo nyaka ke bendikwindlela ephantsi ndicinga ngakumbi ngam njengomntu obekwe emhlabeni ngokunxulumene noncwadi… Imvakalelo yam [kukuba] abantu akufuneki basebenze kwizinto ngaphandle kokuba kuzokutshintsha ubomi bomntu ngaloo mini. Kwaye mhlawumbi yeyona mpendulo yokwenyani kwinxalenye yombuzo wento incwadi eyayincokola nayo yile mvakalelo. Unokwenza incwadi kodwa kufuneka ingxamiseke kangangokuba kungabikho ndawo yakude nayo. Kuyafana nokuchitha ixesha nomntu, kufuneka ikwazi ukuhambisa umntu ukusuka kwenye indawo ukuya kwenye. Kwaye ngethemba lokuba siyabhala ngoluhlobo, yile nto siyiqalise kumaphephandaba, ngoNogumbe. Into eyathethwa ngumhlobo kum, babefana nenye into elungileyo ngokubeka umsebenzi emhlabeni kukuba ubiza abantu kuwe. Ndicinga ukuba lelinye lamathemba am ngoNogumbe. 
UHana wenza iimemes kwi @malefragility kwi-Instagram@malefragility kwi-Instagram / uHannah Baer
Ungene njani ekwenzeni meme?
Ndandixinezelekile kwaye ndilikhoboka le-Instagram. Ndandinomlutha wokwenene kwizaziso ke ke ndaqala ukuthumela yonke imihla. Kodwa phambi kokuba ndibhale ii memes zam bendizijongile ngalo lonke ixesha kuba bendidandathekile… Ndicinga ukuba bekukho umzuzu omkhulu ngo-2016, ndicinga ukuba iiakhawunti ezininzi eziziiakhawunti ezinkulu ezinje ngokuba nkulu kunam ziqalile emva koko kwabakho lo mzuzu apho abanye abantu babezama ukwenza imali ngeakhawunti yabo kwaye abanye abantu babezama ukusombulula isigulo sabo ... kwaye yayihlekisa ukubona loo mzuzu, sonke sasikwiingxoxo zeqela kunye. Ngokucacileyo ndinayo i-neurosis eninzi malunga nokwenza, xa ndiqala ukwenza iimemes ndizive ndinyanisekile ngayo, ngokungathi mhlawumbi kuthabatha indawo eninzi kakhulu, mhlawumbi ezinye zezinto zovakalelo emva kwesikhanyeli ekuqaleni kwencwadi. Ndicinga ukuba ukuqinisekiswa ngokwenza lo msebenzi, kundincede ndangathi kulungile. Unokuvela esidlangalaleni. Awonzakalisi mntu, nganye nganye. Ndicinga ukwenza iimemes, ehlabathini ndafika kubudala abantu bafuna ukuba ngababhali abadumileyo okanye amagcisa adumileyo… kwaye kwacaca kum ukuba ukwenza memes yayingeyiyo loo nto, ndandisazi ukuba andikho semngciphekweni wokuba bubugcisa obudumileyo edolophini kwaye loo nto yenza ukuba izive ikhuselekile ngendlela yokuba ukupeyinta okanye ukuthanda ukubhala incwadi bekungekho… usenokuba kumkhenkce omncinci ukuba wenza le ncwadi kwaye abantu bayayithanda kuba ke kuya kufuneka uthethathethane nabantu benkcubeko yezidenge. Ngenxa ye-neurosis yam ethile malunga nezithuba zemveliso yenkcubeko kwakufana nokulunga kum.
