Ekugqibeleni iya kuhlala iminyaka eli-15, kwaye emva koko iphele kuphela ngenxa yokutsiba kukaPeter eweni, ephakamisa inqaku lokuzibulala ukuba ubhale imemori ngobomi babo kunye. Into eyayingaqhelekanga, ubhala kuyo Ingwe, iTiger (UFarrar Straus Giroux, amaphepha angama-336, ama-26 eedola), imemori yobomi babo kunye. Umhlaba wethu wawuvunyelwe kuphela kukufihlwa okukujikelezileyo; ukuba ubuthathile ubuxoki kunye neekhowudi kunye nokujonga kunye neesimboli kunye ne-haunts ngewuthathe yonke into. Inokubaluleka ngantoni imemo enjalo kuye nawuphina umntu emhlabeni apho ukuzikhwebula kubo bekuyeyona nto iphambili kumzabalazo wabo okhohlisiweyo?
Oku kunokubonakala kungumbuzo ongathandabuzekiyo ngoku ekubeni uNkosazana Fragoso enebhajethi enkulu yentengiso ye-FSG yokuhambisa incwadi yakhe, egcwele uluhlu Oprah Imibuzo yeklabhu yencwadi sele inengxoxo, kodwa ayisiyiyo le- Nkosazana Fragoso. Ingwe, iTiger libali likaMargaux ’(d) ubudlelwane obuvelayo kungekuphela nje nomntu ohamba nabantwana kodwa ngokwenyani. Kukucamngca ngothando kunye nemfuno kunye nokuzihlukanisa kunye nokuncamathisela, kunye namandla abantu okuziqhelanisa nokuthotyelwa ngokuchasene nokuqhutywa kwendalo kwenkululeko nokuzimela. Kukho isalathiso senkcubeko esasazekileyo, nayo, emilisela into kwi-angpo ye-angst yolutsha eyazisa ilizwe Abantwana kunye neNirvana. Phambi kokuba afumanise ukuba ufuna iimpawu zothando lokwenene phakathi kweenkwenkwezi zamaphephancwadi angama-gay, uMargaux wafumana into engathandekiyo malunga namakhadi e-Garbage Pail Kids; Akungabazeki ukuba wayenamava amaninzi ngalo mbandela kunaye nawuphi na umntu oneminyaka eli-15 ubudala owakha weva ukundidlwengula wanqula uKurt Cobain ngokusindisa ubomi bakhe.
UNks. Fragoso uyimbongi, kwaye intshayelelo yakhe isebenzisa uqoqosho lwemibongo kunye nelingoma ukuze asazise kuqala kwisakheko sokufanisa athe weza ngaso ukwenza intsingiselo yobudlelwane abubhalayo, apho uPeter wayengumkhandi othe endaweni yezitshixo Onke amagumbi e-psyche yakhe eneminyaka engama-7 ubudala, ekhumbula ngobuqili imijikelezo yakhe ye-neural kwaye eyixhaphaza ukuze azenzele iminqweno yakhe egqwethekileyo, ukuze ukuchitha ixesha kunye naye kufane nokulungiswa kwe-heroin. Kodwa emva kokugxininisa amandla omntu oxhaphaza abantwana ngokuxhaphaza amaxhoba, wenza uluhlu lwezinto ezithobekileyo ezishiyekileyo ngasemva: amanqaku okuzibulala afundekayo, iincwadana ezili-12 zokomoya zeleta zothando ezibhalelwe yena kumanqanaba awahlukeneyo obutsha bakhe, iialbham zeefoto ezingama-20 kunye nebhokisi egcwele izinto ezikhululekileyo. imifanekiso, iividiyo ezisixhenxe zokudlala kwakhe njengomntwana, iingxelo ezibhalwe ngesandla ezininzi zisayina ngaphezulu kwesihloko semoto yakhe kunye nemephu ebhalwe ngesandla enika umkhombandlela kwindawo ekuyo – ukuzama ukumsindisa. Peter, awungekhe uhambe ngaphezulu kweebhloko ezimbalwa ukuya esiphelweni sobomi bakho, ubhala, etshintshela kumntu wesibini kwisiqendu sokugqibela esiza kuba lusizi ngakumbi, ngokwazi zonke iinkcukacha ezincinci ezibuhlungu ezibangela oku kunganyaniseki. Ibali lothando ngandlel 'ithile alunakuphepheka kwisishwankathelo esaneleyo.
Kukumva kokulandelayo kuphela apho sifunda ukuxilongwa kwezonyango malunga noko sikunyamezeleyo ecaleni kukaNks. Fragoso: uxinzelelo lwasemva koxinzelelo, esiqinisekisa ukuba luchazwe ngokugqibeleleyo yinoveli yaseSartre Isicaphucaphu . Nksz Fragoso, akukho mahluko phakathi kokuziqhelanisa nokuziqhelanisa ne-PTSD, okanye phakathi koncwadi kunye nonyango. Ubuninzi be cosmic yezinto athe wahlangabezana nazo- lencwadi ibizwa ngokungaginyisi mathe kukuphononongwa kunye neebhulorho, kwaye olu phawu lusebenza kwinyani esisiseko, ukuba ayisiyiyo kanye into ayimeleyo- ayinakulinganiswa nesipho sakhe njengombalisi nombonisi wakhe. amava am. Amaphepha:1 Mbini
