Kuya kufuneka ndikuxelele ihlaya lam elitsha endilithandayo, Uzo Aduba uthi. Ndafa ngokwenyani ndayihleka kangangesiqingatha sosuku. Ukulungele? Kutheni inkukhu iwele indlela?
Ndiyambombozela into ekunokwenzeka ukuba iyavakala, Ukuya kwelinye icala.
Ukufika endlwini yesidenge, uAduba uthi. Nqo nqo.
Ngubani lo olapho?
Inkukhu. Kwaye, u-Aduba wehla ehleka. Uyanyanzelisa ukuba isiqhulo sisebenze ngcono ekuprintweni, kodwa ndiza kukhuphisana ukuba sisebenze kakuhle xa sihanjiswa ngu-Emmy ophumelele amatyeli amabini.
U-Aduba ubanjelwe ekuqaphelisweni kwesiqhelo sokubonisa kwakhe ithenda kaSuzanne Crazy Eyes Warren kuthotho lwantlandlolo lweNetflix, I-Orenji nguMnyama oMnyama. Kwi-2014, waphumelela i-Emmy yakhe yokuqala kwi-2014 kumlingisi obalaseleyo weendwendwe kuthotho lwehlaya. Kunyaka kamva, waphumelela ityeli lesibini- eyona ndima ixhasa umdlali weqonga kwi umdlalo weqonga -Ukumenza ukuba abe ngumlingisi okuphela kwakhe okuphumelela amabhaso kwiindidi ezimbini ezahlukeneyo ngendima efanayo.
Inomdla kakhulu kum kuba andazi ukuba ndiyakholelwa ukuba sakha sayinto enye ngokukodwa, utshilo u-Aduba, malunga nodidi lomdlalo weNetflix. Andazi ukuba lithini igama elidinga ukwenziwa ukuze ulibize, kuba sigeje esihogweni njengoluntu ukufumana udidi. Sityalomali kakhulu ekubekeni izinto kwiibhokisi ezithile, ukuze sizonwabise ngaphandle, ukuze sithi, 'Ndiyayiqonda le nto ukuba le nkolo, yile yesini, ukuba olu luthando, nokuba unoluhlobo Umlawuli, olu luhlobo lomboniso. ' 
Uzo Aduba.U-Emily Assiran woBukele; Izinwele nguTakisha Sturdivant-Drew kuLawulo lwaBagcisa abaBodwa usebenzisa iTSD yeenwele; UJanice Kinjo woLawulo lwaBagcisa abaBodwa usebenzisa i-Make Up For Ever; Wadutyulwa kwindawo eSel Rrose
Ukususela kwixesha layo lokuqala, I-Orenji nguMnyama oMnyama yayingumboniso owawudelela indibano kamabonakude. Kwesinye, yayingumboniso ojolise phantse ngokukodwa kumabali ababhinqileyo, kubonisa amabali malunga namandla kunye noloyiko kwihlabathi apho ingqalelo yamadoda yayiyimali phantse engenamsebenzi. Ikwayenye yemiboniso eyahlukeneyo kumabonwakude-enye yeyokuqala ukubonisa umdlali we-transgender obonisa umfazi we-transgender, kwaye, njengoko uAduba ezisa, omnye wemiboniso kuphela ebonisa amava ohlanga ahlukeneyo kwiintlanga ezahlukeneyo .
Njengokuba uninzi lwemiboniso ikhona kumabonwakude eyahlukileyo, ngoku, asikaboni maninzi kamabonwakude apho sibona khona abalinganiswa abahlukeneyo kumdlalo omnye, utshilo uAduba. Kukho I-Orenji nguMnyama oMnyama , Aziz Ansari ’ INkosi yaNgabikho , Imiboniso kaShonda Rhimes, kwaye ayizizo ezininzi. Okwangoku asikayijikelezi loo kona. Akwanelanga ukuba nobuso obahlukeneyo buthetha amaqela ahlukeneyo kodwa ubuso obahlukeneyo bonke kwiqela elinye, bethetha kubo bonke abantu.
Akukho mlinganiswa kwi I-Orenji nguMnyama oMnyama luphawu oluncinci: umlinganiswa ovelayo anike uluvo egameni lohlanga lwakhe lonke, eyona njongo yakhe ibalulekileyo kukunika isikhokelo kummeli ophambili omhlophe kwaye anike intuthuzelo kubabukeli ekhaya ukuba abanabandlululo .
Kukho abantu abacinga ukuba le ayiyiyo eyabo ngenxa yokuba bengengomfazi, okanye ngenxa yokuba bengazange baye entolongweni, okanye babone abantu bebala kwaye bacinge ukuba ayingabo. Kwicala lesini, abantu bayayiqonda isini ukuba ayinanto yakwenza nayo. Ubalisa ibali elinyanisekileyo, ibali elinyanisekileyo lihlala ngaphakathi kuthi sonke.
Olo thando lokubaliswa kwamabali yinto eyazisa uAduba kwindlela yakhe yokuba yimvumi ye-opera yamandulo ukuba abe ngumdlali weqonga.
Kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, ndandisazi ukuba ndiyathanda ukucula, kwaye ilizwi lam lalicula ngendlela yeklasikhi, ke loo nto yabonakala ngathi yeyona nto isengqiqweni ukuyenza ngokulandelayo. Kodwa xa ndaya esikolweni, ndaqonda ukuba into endiyithandayo ngokucula yinkalo yokubalisa amabali. Ikholeji yaseBoston inenkqubo yeklasikhi, ke kusasa bendizakuthi ndiqengqe phantsi ukuze ndihambe, kwaye bekufuneka sithathe ibambela kunye noShakespeare weqonga lezemidlalo, emva koko emva kwemini senze icandelo lomculo-ithiyori yomculo, imbali yomculo , kwaye bendifana, ndicinga ukuba ndiyathanda ukuziqengqa ngaphezulu.
Xa usiya ekholejini, ukuli thuba ebomini bakho apho unokuqiniseka kakhulu kunye nokungaqiniseki ngaxeshanye. Uqinisekile ngezinto ezithile, ezifana nokuba, ucinga ukuba ungubani kunye nomntu ofuna ukuba ngubani, kwaye emva koko uye esikolweni ungamisa oko kuwe kwaye uqinisekise, okanye, kubantu abaninzi, ndicinga ukuba kuyabetha Ukukuqhekeza uvule kwaye ndikwenze uziqonde ukuba ungubani kwaye yile nto yenzekileyo nam. 
Uzo Aduba.U-Emily Assiran woBukele; Izinwele nguTakisha Sturdivant-Drew kuLawulo lwaBagcisa abaBodwa usebenzisa iTSD yeenwele; UJanice Kinjo woLawulo lwaBagcisa abaBodwa usebenzisa i-Make Up For Ever; Wadutyulwa kwindawo eSel Rrose
Nangona watshintsha iinjongo zakhe zomsebenzi, uqeqesho lwakudala lokucula u-Aduba lwakha isiseko sento eya kuba yindlela yakhe yoqeqesho kubugcisa bokwenza. I-Opera ayisiyonto uvuka uyenze. Kuthatha uqeqesho, uphononongo, ubuchule kwezwi obufezekiswa ngokusetyenziswa kwelizwi, kwaye ndicinga ukuba kufanelekile ekusebenzeni. Ndicinga ukuba indlela endenza ngayo isenzo sam ayisiyiyo nje yokuvuka ndiyenze, nangona zikhona izinto ezinokufunyanwa ngokuvuka nokwenza izinto, kodwa ukuba ndisebenza kwizixhobo, ndizifunde ngokwenene, kwaye ngokwenene Ngena ngaphakathi entlokweni nakwisayikholojekholo yaloo mntu kunye nehlabathi ahlala kulo. Ndandinalo titshala umangalisayo ekholejini owathi, 'Nabani na angacula kamnandi, kodwa uzama ukuthini?'
Kwaye ke yintoni ebezame ukuyithetha uAduba ngomlingiswa kaSuzanne, ongene kuthotho njengesiqabu, umthandi kaPiper ongafunekiyo kwaye, ekuhambeni kwamaxesha amane, uye wangomnye wamanani abuhlungu kakhulu kamabonwakude, aqhutywa ngabo bajikelezileyo. kwaye unqwenela ukubonwa?
Wonke umntu ufanelwe luthando, utshilo u-Aduba ngaphandle kokuthandabuza.
USuzanne Warren ungomnye wabalinganiswa abaninzi I-Orenji nguMnyama oMnyama iphuhlisile kwaye yatyebisa ngaphezulu kwamaxesha onyaka amane. Ayikokukhula komlingiswa kangako ukujula komlinganiswa, njengokubona imilo emacala mabini kwaye emva koko uhambe ujikeleze kwaye uqonda ukuba yinto eqingqiweyo enamacala amathathu lonke elixesha. Ngokusebenzisa ukubuyela umva, I-Orenji nguMnyama oMnyama uxobula umfaniswano wekhaki kwaye usivumele ukuba sibone amabanjwa-ahlala egxothwa kwi-red-wine ejikelezayo egumbini lokuhlala iingxoxo zezopolitiko njenge-monolith-njengabantu ngabanye, umntu ngamnye efihla amabali akhe.
Nangona udidi lwayo e-Emmys ludlulisile ukusuka kumdlalo wokuhlekisa ukuya kwidrama, oko kubonakala kuyinto yomgwebo ongalawulekiyo hayi utshintsho kumdlalo ngokwawo. Ixesha lokuqala laline-sad-sack uLarry, uPiper owayenomsindo wenkululeko yenkululeko yomlingane, kodwa yayisajongeka ngokungakhathali ekusebenziseni gwenxa iziyobisi, umzabalazo we-transgender, i-caprices ekhohlakeleyo yamagosa okulungisa kunye nemihla ngemihla yobusuku kaKafkaesque kukuvalelwa oko.
Amaxesha akamuva ayengenaye uLarry (enkosi uthixo), kodwa yayijolise kwimiba efanayo, isalulamile, nanjengoko yasizisa kwindawo yabo yokuphakama.
Eli lixesha lokuqala, ixesha le-4, apho ndingakhange ndibukele khona ukuphela, utshilo u-Aduba. Xa ixesha liphumile, loo mava ayesaphila ngokwasemphefumlweni kwaye ndandingafuni ukuba namava kwangoko kwakhona, kuba ndiyakhumbula, ngokucacileyo, okwesibini okwesibini, ukuba sizive njani ngasinye sezi ziqendu zintathu zokugqibela— kwaye olovakalelo lwalubonakala ngokubonakalayo, kunjalo, unyaka kwaye nangona kunjalo ukude kuwo, kwaye bendifana , Andiqondi ukuba ndikulungele ukubukela oko . Andikayibuki nangoku. Andazi ukuba ndiza kulungela nini. Okanye ukuba ndingaze ndibekhona. 
Uzo AdubaU-Emily Assiran woBukele; Izinwele nguTakisha Sturdivant-Drew kuLawulo lwaBagcisa abaBodwa usebenzisa iTSD yeenwele; UJanice Kinjo woLawulo lwaBagcisa abaBodwa usebenzisa i-Make Up For Ever; Wadutyulwa kwindawo eSel Rrose
Eyona nto inzima yokubukela I-Orenji nguMnyama oMnyama inokuba kukuqonda ukuba kungangomnye wethu ngaphaya kwezitshixo, ngaphandle kwamalungelo kwaye kubonakala ngathi ngaphandle kokongamela, nokuba ucinga ukuba uluhlobo lomntu ongasoze, avalelwe entolongweni. Ngelixa eso sifundo sinokuba sasicace gca kwangoko ngePiper, i-blonde yodidi oluphezulu lwenqanaba eliphakathi eyabanjwa kwiminyaka eli-10 eyadlulayo kunye nomthandi wokuthubelezisa iziyobisi, kuyinyani phantse kuwo wonke umlinganiswa omnye kuthotho.
Abantu abalungileyo banokwenza iimpazamo, utshilo u-Aduba. Ukuyibeka kwintolongo yezokhuseleko, uyaqonda uninzi lwabalinganiswa, indlela abafike ngayo kukho usulelo oluncinci-latyibilika kwixolo lebhanana kwaye benza into eyenzekileyo ukuze babanjwe kwaye awuzange uyenze. Kwaye ndiyacinga ukuba yenza indlela entle yokubonisa ubuntu kuba abekho kude ukufikelela kubantu abaninzi.
Ngokuphathelele uAduba, unombulelo ngeli thuba lokuba yinxalenye yalo, ukuze afumane ibali elilungileyo nelinyanisekileyo. Esi sisipho, ukwenza into endifuna ukuyenza. Ndisakhumbula ndilindile emigceni, nokuba bekuya kuvavanywa ngaphambi kokuba ndibekho emanyanisweni, kwaye kufuneka ndilinde ngaphandle komgca womanyano, ndilinde bonke abantu bemanyano ukuba baphicothwe emva koko bayeke abantu bomanyano bangene, bagcwalise iimvulophu , Ukugcwalisa iimvulophu ezinentloko kunye nokubhala iileta nge-resume yam kwaye ndizilahle kuso sonke esi sixeko.
Kwaye ngoku, esi sixeko kulapho u-Aduba ebeka khona iingcambu. Njengokuba wayesiza kudliwanondlebe, wayegqibezela ukuthenga indlu aza kuhlala kuyo nenja yakhe, uMnu Fenway Bark. Ndonwabile ngokwenene, utshilo uAduba. Ndifana noStephen Sondheim Ungene kwihlathi lyric, 'Ndonwabile kwaye ndisoyika.' Yile nto ndiyiyo.
