IWestworld 'UJimmi Simpson.Ifoto ngu-Emily Assiran kuMqwalaseli, wadutyulwa kwindawo kwiFig. 19 Abalandeli bakamabonwakude abanamehlo okhozi bayibonile le nto intsha ubuso ngobuso IWestworld kule mpelaveki. UJimmi Simpson wenze ikhondo lokudlala ngaphandle, ii-freaks kunye ne-weirdos: ikakhulu kwimiboniso efana nayo Indlu yamakhadi (apho wayekhohlisa kunye nehagu yehagu), Ukuqhawula iiKumkani (njengengcakaza yomntu ongcakazayo) okanye Kusoloko kunelanga ePhiladelphia (apho eyinxalenye yomntu ozalanayo, ubisi oluphanga ubisi-McPoyle). Ukuza kuqhubekeko kuthethathethwano oluninzi Ukunyanga APHA Theatre eNew York, uSimpson wahlala phantsi noMqwalaseli ukuba axoxe ngokwenzekayo xa i-weirdo iba ligorha.
Kukaninzi usaziwa esitalatweni, apha eNew York? Ndingumdlali weqonga, ngokubanzi. Ke into endiyifumanayo kukuba abantu bacinge ngakumbi ukuba bayandazi. Mhlawumbi bacinga ukuba baye nam kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo. Nto leyo andinangxaki. Ngokoluvo lwam, ndaye ndenza isenzo ngengozi, emva kokuba ndizama ukufumana isidanga seshishini esiqhelekileyo ukuze ndiphile ubomi. Andizange ndiphuphe ukuba ngumdlali weqonga. Andisafuni uku… kukhanya phambi kwabantu. Andikholelwa ukuba ndisebenza kangangoko ndisenza. Ndiphumelele ngakumbi kunokuba bendilindele. Umsebenzi ngamnye, bendicinga ukuba iya kuba kukugqibela kwam, kwaye bendilungile kuloo nto. Ke ndiyamangaliswa kukuba ihlala isiza.
Umhlaba weTV kunye nomdlalo bhanyabhanya awusoze uphelelwe yimfuno yokuba umntu adlale umntu onqabileyo. NjengoGavin Orsay, isigebenga esivela Indlu yamakhadi . Ubunayo loo hagu yehagu, iCashew!
Lowo msebenzi wawugqibelele, ngokwendawo endandikuyo ebomini bam. Ndandisandula ukuwuqhawula umtshato (ukusuka Indibano 'UMelanie Lynskey). Kwakunocwangco njengoqhawulo mtshato. Yayiyiminyaka elishumi elinambini ubudlelwane, ke kum bendisakha ubuwena bam bonke. Ndenza itanki lonke uvavanyo. Andikwazi ukuyisongela ingqondo yam malunga nobugcisa. Ndandinxibelelana kakhulu nendlela endandibuhlungu ngayo maxa onke kangangokuba ndandingakwazi ukukhupha kuyo. Uyazi, kunqabile ukuba ndihlambe amazinyo. Kanye endaweni yam, cocooning. Kwaye awuqapheli ukuba uyakhokhoba. Ucinga nje ukuba uyafa kancinci. Kodwa akunjalo. Emva konyaka- kwaye ingqondo yam ivulekile, kwaye amehlo am avulekile, ngokujonga izinto endinokuzenza ngcono-kunye nokucinga nokucinga nokucinga, ndaqala ukucaca kancinci. Kwiinyanga ezintandathu emva koko, bendizibuza Ngaba ndonwabile kunangaphambili? Ukuphela kokucaca kwabantu abadala, endicinga ukuba kunokufezekiswa ngokwakho. Ngenxa yokuba uthixo, ukhuseleko lomnye luhle. Kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo yinto ekufuneka ujonge kuyo. Kodwa ndandingenalo ixesha lomntu ngamnye. Kwaye… ingcwele engcwele. Yinxalenye ebalulekileyo yobomi obupheleleyo, ndiyacinga. Ke ndiyilungisile uvavanyo lwam lweNdlu yeeKhadi. Kodwa iarhente yokuphosa ethandekayo kumdlalo, uLaray Mayfield- naye wandiphosa kwiZodiac- wandinika enye ifoto. Inesisa kakhulu. Akukho mntu uyenzayo. Nokuba ubeka indima okanye awuyenzi. Kwaye andizange ndimise uGavin. Kodwa wafowuna wathi Yiza uzame kwakhona. Kwaye ukufumana indima enjalo kumdlalo abantu abakhathaleleyo yayilinyathelo elibalulekileyo kum lokukholelwa kum emva kotshintsho olukhulu kangaka lobomi.
Okanye, kwelinye icala lesiphelo, uLiam McPoyle, ovela Kusoloko kunelanga ePhiladelphia.