Ngaphambili kwiLizwi elikhawulezayo elisuka…
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Eli libali malunga nomfazi ogama linguLucky.
Molo, ndingumdlali weqonga odumileyo osuka kwithamsanqa laseBritney Spears. Ukugqibela kwakho ukuva kum ngo-2000, bendilila-ndilila kwintliziyo yam enesithukuthezi. Andisenzi njalo kangako.
Xa uBritney wabhala la ngoma ngam, yonke into yayibonakala ihamba ngendlela yam. Ndiyintombazana edumileyo yaseHollywood iphuma kwiMbasa yeAkhademi yoMdlali weQonga oBalaseleyo. Ndandinomdla kubalandeli. Ndijonge kanye njengoBritney Spears enophawu lobuhle. Oko bekufanele ukuba kwanele.
Ke, ukuba kwakungekho nto ilahlekileyo ebomini bam, kwakutheni ukuze ezo nyembezi zifike ebusuku? Impendulo ngumxube ontsonkothileyo woxinzelelo kunye neminye imiba yosapho lobuqu engalunganga ngokwenene kwingoma yepop. Inqaku kukuba amashumi amabini anzima, kwaye kubalulekile ukuba ufune uncedo xa ulufuna.
Ingxaki enkulu yayiligama lam elihlekisayo. Ngokucacileyo ithamsanqa lidlala into, kodwa ndibeka umsebenzi onzima, kulungile? Into endiyifundileyo nangona kunjalo kukuba ukufuna ukuqinisekiswa kwemizamo yakho kuya kubangela ukukhala ngakumbi, ukulila, ukulila entliziyweni yakho elilolo, ukucinga.
Akukho sixa sexesha elidala leekhamera zepaparazzi okanye ukujonga kwizipili ezinokukwenza umthande, kwaye yeyona nto ibalulekileyo. Bendingazinyamekeli. Ihlabathi belijikeleza, kwaye bendiqhubeka ndiphumelela. Kodwa uyazi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni xa iyeka? Unyaka kwi-sitcom yoMhlaba weTV ebizwa ngokuba yi-TV Ngelishwa yinto eyenzekayo xa iyeka.
Ndithathe ikhefu eHollywood. Ndafunda indlela yokwenza imithi. Mna, Lucky, ukusebenza ngokhuni! Ungayikholelwa? Ngamanye amaxesha andikwazi, kodwa emva koko ndijonga ngaphandle kwefestile kwaye ndibone indlu yeentaka, kwaye ndicinga ukuba, ndiyakhile loo nto. Ndiyakhe ngezandla zam ezibini. Ndiziva ndilungile.
Ubomi bumnandi ngoku. Ndivuke kwakusasa. Kunkqonkqozwa, nkqonkqoza, unkqonkqoze emnyango wam. Kodwa ngaba uyazi ukuba ngubani? Abantwana bam endibathandayo abeza kuqala. Kukho izinto ezinkulu ebomini ngaphezu kodumo. Ndiyathemba ukuba nonke niyayiqonda loo nto.
Ndiqale ukubuyela ekusebenzeni, kodwa ngokwam. Kusenokwenzeka ukuba undibonile kutsha nje kwixabiso le-indie. Ndingutitshala owathatha umfundi ongenakhaya Ukuvuma kwebhodi ebhodini , kunye nentombazana elikhoboka leziyobisi enoxanduva kuyise weSenator kuyo KwiiBlue State (s) . Ndilungile ngokungaqhelekanga kule nto ye-mumblecore, kwaye ndiza kuba kwi-Coen yabazalwana bebhanyabhanya ezayo edlala udadewabo kaFrancis McDormand ka-wacky owaphula ngengozi i-Omaha mafia.
Khange ndikhankanye ne-arc yam yeendwendwe yexesha elide kwenye yala maxesha edrama yesiqingatha seyure. Yayilula uEmmy. Ndicinga ukuba bendisoloko ndiluhlobo lomlingisi, kodwa umfazi wam okhokelayo ujongeka endigcina ukuba ndingafumani zindima, uyazi?
Ngaba kukho izinto ezilahlekileyo ebomini bam? Kunjalo. Khange ndibangenise abantwana kwisikolo sabasaqalayo esasifuna. Akukho mntu ukhalayo, oh Nkosi yam, nanko esiza! xa ndihamba esitratweni kwakhona. Isilingi yethu ivuza kwaye i-plumbers ayinakuqonda ukuba kutheni. Kodwa ucinga ntoni? Iinyembezi azifiki rhoqo ebusuku, kwaye xa zisenzeka, ndizama ukulungisa ingxaki kwaye ndithethe nomntu. Kuyanceda.
Ndicinga ukubuyela esikolweni? Random, Ndiyazi, kodwa kuyacaca ukuba ndinobunjineli boomatshini ngokwenene. Ngubani owaziyo ukuba ikamva lisiphathele ntoni! Ndiziva ndonwabile ngayo.
Ukuqukumbela, ndicela uyeke ukucula loo ngoma xa ndisebaleni lokudlala nabantwana bam. Andiculi malunga nobusuku bakho obukhala phambi kokuba ufumane ubomi bakho kunye. Ndizenzele ithamsanqa. Ndiyinkwenkwezi yam.
